The only reason I'm being a total creep and cruising for dates on the internet is that I'm willing to try everything to find someone who I really resonate with. I don't want to believe that places like this are just a dumping ground for inarticulate losers. I want to believe that there are some of us who have tried many different ways of meeting people, with mixed sucess, and are here because we secretely hope that that person who will be able to look right through us to our core is wandering around here too, lost, hopeful, dreaming, suffering. Someone else who gets it. If you have to ask what it is, you'll never know. A hint is that it is an amalgam of feelings so intense they burn and the kind of random brilliant philosophical thoughts that you right down on a bar napkin and then lose. The things I write on the internet in all my yearning anonymity are like messages slipped into bottles, thrown out into the sea. I hope someone who can read them finds them.

I hope you find who you are looking for.

However, it is best to remember that
on the Internet, no one is completely
anonymous.

Nice to have you join us, hyacinth girl. Hope you meet him here. There are really some nice guys on this site. You just hafta look real close and talk to them to find out. (HINT: the good ones don't always look like a movie star, lol)

Welcome---you would be a perfect match for a guy on here named faustino. I think his screen name is random_Stranger or something like that. He is very intelligent and a very deep and creative thinker.

Good luck to you!!

Just checked...Faustino's screen name is Random_Stranger.

You're not being a creep to try to find love on the net. I'm one of the good guys. If you want to find out what type of person a guy just go to the forums and check out his posts that way you could probably gues what type of person the man is. You will find someone dont worry about it you'll find him.

well I dotn think starting out by calling yourself a creep is good... but hope you have a good time

take yur time , yur a real sweetie he will be just around the corner, just dont rush to find the one.!!!

When I first came to this site it was for romance now it's to try and make new friends. Make friends first them romance may soon follow

Cheers to ya! Good luck, hope U find what yoor heart desires!!!

That movie was great- but the ending was sad...

May someone find your messages and find you...

thehyacinthgirl
I hear you, your not a creep. Some of us are really looking for that person to be happy with each other. To have that one person to hold and hold you,to walk in the door from a hard day at work and have a kiss waiting be the man or the woman. TO share the good and the bad times with. Me,anymore i'm just grasping at straws.

Insinuating that meeting individuals from the internet are creeps doesn't seem as if it would help you to find someone worthwhile on here. The first line of this beautifully written post made me feel like a creep, as you said. There isn't anything wrong with getting to know the inner-workings of people with hopes of finding someone that you can connect with. The internet paves way for you to meet people and allows you to get to know them on more than a looks-only basis.

With that said, I read your profile and you're a very lovely writer. The way that you put your words together is quite amazing. Just thought that you should know.

welcome to a little corner room
the toys may be scattered here
and there
but if you look closely
you will see
the joy and playfulness
which launched them
into their haphazard
and beautiful
resting places



i could point you to some of
the more intriguing little gems
but i would hate to detract
from the joy of discovery

i met someone on here and he is quickly becoming the love of my life,sweet,intelligent,understanding,sexy...we talk for hours on the phone each day.love finds you where it wants to.good luck!

You are a very beautiful and charming Lady, Welcome!!!