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The rollercoaster continues...

SINGLE

Have seen a few. Finally got to see an oldie. The Village. Great film.

been away

Thank You

Thank you so much.

You tell yourself it is over
The pain too much to bare
The drugs have no more purpose
The loved ones never cared

You live beneath the surface
Sulking underground
Pretending no one will notice
Screams without a sound

The final letter slips away
The eyes begin to close
The last your mind would wander
That famous fatal pose

Too bad you missed the sunrise
The love of your life to be
Waiting around the corner
Closed eyes will never see

Too bad you left so soon
The job was yours to keep
The children would adore you
The price of death so steep

Meant to nourish needy souls
They smiled in your presence
Captivated by your inner strength
You gave them hope to grow

Instead you played the part of God
The lifeless box remains
Planted underground
Lifeless without a sound

And all those souls you would have touched
That would have given purpose
Their minds are left to wander
Striking that famous fatal pose

Love alone is not enough to maintain and thrive when it comes to a relationship. It takes timing, compromise, closeness, trust, compatibility...and a whole lot more for a union to work effectively.

I love this woman dearly. We have not spoken in over half a year. What the future brings, one never knows. I do know this much...the first person we need to value is ourselves. If we cannot do that then it becomes very hard to value others. I am still working on this.

Thank you all. I just hope she knows I love her.

Does she know I still love her
Can she feel my heart stare
At a moment in time...precious and rare

I never forget the touch of her hand
The press of her lips
The beat of her heart

I never forget the talks that we shared
The pain that we bared
The times we were paired

I never forget the words that we made
the storms so afraid
the magic we made

I never forget how waffles are made
how dominos play
the memories never fade

I love you today as I promised I would
You encompass my soul
You are always with me

Hate me. Love me. Whatever you choose.
I tried to forget but now I refuse.

In all my past writings I looked for the words
There are no words just a heart filled with you.

So wherever I go...you are always a part of me.
A beautiful memory that gives me fulfillment.
Between the sheets there were more than two words.
I love you.

Closer to love between the sheets

Melody in my pants

When all is said and done
I really have done nothing
I have bettered not a soul
and failed to reach my goals

Sure I spew out words with promise
Write verses as if I care
Deep inside I run on empty
Barren filled despair

I like to be the victim
Less work for me to do
Cry about my failures
Too hard to see things through

The tough life is my excuse
Challenges and sorrows
None of this unique to me
Yet I sob of lost tomorrows

I know you think I am gifted
I know you feel my pain
The truth is...I don’t know me
Not even sure I am sane

So please forget my existence
Don't hurt again for me
I was never worth the effort
One day we will agree

Thank you MzEm and Vicki

Amazing! Well implemented and the content moved me. I could feel myself swaying in the wind without direction...just moving to something that still has yet to be defined.