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{{{{{{{{{{VANESSA}}}}}}}}}}


If you ever need to talk, I am here for you!!! But if sounds like you need to take a day or two to set things straight and relax....but we are here if need us....


Love, light and strength to you!!

empty, abandoned, dead inside, antidepressants not working, when is my next appt with my psych, will I make it, do I care? going to bed and will get up if there is a reason, or appt. that I can't miss. Where is the love. I'm loveable. maybe not. empty, abandoned.....

{{{Donna}}}

Keep your thoughts positive and make sure there is a reason for getting up every day....not just an appointment.... You are not empty and if you are here you aren't abandonded, as you can see we are a family here. And we look out for each other.

Eileen...I love your new photo.

I really appreciate your offer, Sister...I think I just may take you up on it...Don't be surprised by an email from me...

thank you so much for you love & support... I love you , too.





Vanessa

(((( Vanessa )))

Sit with me a bit my friend lean on me for my arms will hold you and my soul will sing to yours,, Light and love to you my sweet lady of light,,,,Ohhhhhhhhh Sighhhhhhhhhhhhh my lovely
do you see the rainbow ohhhhhhhhhh the colors ever so bright
Rest your mind ease your thoughts,, I will carry your burden

Love to you

I'm always here for ya Miss. V....

TomBraider...

I apologize for being so hard on you...but really, dear...

We all have to invest a little if we want to get something back...Helping someone feel secure and safe is part of it...
Don't you agree? I don't think that is too much to ask...
Maybe some people lie about who they are,
but we all don't have to be that way...
and I do appreciate your concern...




I just need to know that people really care...
I may have a ton of online friends, but sometimes I feel very disconnected, & my ship goes sailing out to sea ...I need someone to throw me a life preserver & help to reel me in...

I work at home and when I am not with family
or a very few friends in real life,
I am very solitary and do almost everything alone...

So, I am thankful for my online family,
as you have all proven to me
as you so graciously put it, Eileen...

CHEERS RAPUNZEL.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XO

I just read your post Rapunzel, I hope you are feeling better.
I am sorry you are having a rough time of it. I am here if you want to talk, will be here for a while longer.


As far as Tombraider not having a picture up, I don't have one up either, and for pretty much the same reasons. I have pictures of my grandkids in my profile, but I have made lots of friends on here without having a picture of myself up. I try to let the real me show, and be honest and caring in my dealings with people and not hurt them, and so far I have made a lot of friends, even without a picture. I don't put a picture up because I don't want to deal with insults, heck I have been insulted at times without a picture being up, that was some time ago though, and hopefully those people are now gone from the site. I am overweight, as I tell people who write me, and am just not ready to post a picture of myself yet. I am working on losing weight and will someday post a picture, but for now, I have my grandbabies, and besides, they moved away last February or so and I haven't seen them since so at least I can see them when I am on here, if not in real life.

(((((La Mom)))))

You flutter in with fragile gossamer wings, just
at the perfect time with pure love and light
where you may shine & sparkle so very bright ...
spreading such magic and shimmering fairy dust...

V -- The part where you wrote:

"I am oftentimes a pillar of strength and wisdom...
I am usually the one who many people turn to,
for love and advice, for moral strength & support..."

Hey, I can totally identify with that. Seven years of studying psychology, and I'm the one all my friends turn to when they have a problem. And I'm really OK with that, BUT....

You know, there comes a time when WE have to admit there's a problem, there's something on our mind, when WE need someone to talk to, someone to hold onto, someone just to sit and hold our hands and say, "I'm here and I'm listening."

And we have to accept that we're not perfect and we don't know all the answers, and even if we can help everybody else in a 50-mile radius around us, that doesn't mean we can always fix every single thing that goes wrong in our own lives.

And that's OK.

Because I figured something out some years back....

And that is, that I have NEVER met ANY person who can totally handle EVERYTHING on his/her own without ever needing some help. I guess that's why we have communities and societies and things.

I know it can be hard to open up. I just went through some weird stuff too, and there was no way I was going to hang around and say anything to anybody here, but that's my own stubbornness and fear talking, it has nothing to do with the dozens and hundreds of great and supportive people here.

All I'm trying to say is don't ever feel bad about needing someone to talk to. In the end, I believe that's what we're here for.

Lex...

I am honored and pleased to hear from you...
and also very happy to see that you are back...
I have read many of your posts and have
always found you to be very refreshing,
extremely funny & highly intelligent...

I also could feel your loneliness & pain...
Maybe because it is there inside of me, too..

I really appreciate hearing from you...
Thank you for taking the time to share ...
and to encourage me to reach out to others
when my own batteries and resources run low....




thank you to every one who replied

I love you all...

You are all precious gems

in the treasure chest of my heart

I am an extremely wealthy woman indeed




:

Wild Bill
Thank you Sweetie...

you are always so polite and couteous

Donnar...thank you too for your post...

Bay Area Gal...
I love you Dear Friend & Sister...


Marie Thank you dear Lady


You are very kind & considerate


SuzyinVa...
hello new Friend & Sister
I Loved your posts...Thank you So Much...Great Advice

To anyone I have not mentioned...I am sorry...
I am so tired now, but you folks have helped me
to dream new dreams & explore bright new lands..





Vanessa

Hello there Friends

Just wanted to check in with you all and give you an update...

I am doing better today

thank you so much

Glad to hear it! Sometimes, when you just get it out, it doesn't seem quite as bad. So happy you're doing better.