Today I wonder why I am afriad to LOVE.

Today I wonder why should FEAR of hurt, keep me in CHECK.

Today I wonder why I think embrassing these feelings, is BAD.

Today I wonder why inside I feel so SAD.

Today I wonder why my pains out weigh my thoughts of HAPPY.

Today I wonder why life has to be so EVER WONDERING?

Today I wonder why EVRYBODY feels so MIS-TRUSTED.

Today I wonder why LOVE is so HARD to say.

Today I wonder why AT TIMES I even "TRY"..

i feel ya. this is exactly how i feel today.

We all wonder the same things in life at one time or other.
Why are things they way they are but at times we must sit
back and realize that these things happen and at times
we have no control of what happens. Regardless what one thinks
never at one time does one have the control if a relationship
will make it for it takes two to really make it happen.
But even at times if we think we did all we could sometimes
that is not enough for it was not meant to happen. We
must realize life is not a bed of Roses it has it's thorns
along the way. The best we can do is deal with our heartaches
and our mistakes along the way and move on. The journey in
life is not and easy one nor a simple one. For some the road
blocks will be greater than for others why there is no answer
so instead don't spend all your time trying to figure life out for if you do it will pass you by.

I think we all feel that way at some point,and we don't always get the anwers we are looking for.But I hope they come to you soon.

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SOORY,,,I guess I tried to broden my horizens,,,lol