mom, i miss you so much
i got some questions i need answered,
i dont know where to turn right now
why did god have to take you from me
i cant do this alone, im scared to death
dad is losing it right now and i cant help
ive never seen him cry before
and he just stares out in disbelief
austin asked about you today
how do i tell him you're gone
mom, why did this happen, where did we go wrong
my body is shaking, the tears wont stop
i wanna hug you, and tell you i love you
im waiting to wake up from this nightmare
god, the pain is unbearable, just to hear your voice
mom, please, just give me a sign
tell me what to do, what to say, make this go away
my heart is beating so fast, my chest is aching
my eyes are sore, and my body is weak
its been 3 days since ive slept, and 4 since ive ate
why did this have to happen, doesnt god know we need you
we aren't complete without you here
its a horrible silence that fills this house
your laughter is gone, no smell from the kitchen
mom...i miss you...please help me hold on
i got to for dad, and for austin too
mom i thought i was a strong woman....but i'm weak compared to you
how did you do this day after day
keeping us together and making everything ok
i dont wanna touch anything, hoping you'll show up
dad says its time to pack it away, out of sight out of mind
but mom i still smell your perfume, its like your still here
how do i tell him im not ready for this
please mom..help me...help dad..let us know its ok
please mom you've got to....its another rough day
tonight is your viewing...i dont wanna go
im sorry mom...im not ready to say goodbye
tomorrow is your funeral...i have to lay you in the ground
mom it doesnt feel right...i wasnt prepared for this
they want me to say something..please give me the words
how do i say goodbye...when im not ready to let go
well mom dad says its time to go get flowers for tonight
ill put a lily in your hair...like you used to do to me when i was a kid
ill make sure you look pretty, dad gave me his wedding band to give to you
said you can give it back when he is there with you
mom he isnt good...and as your daughter, i cant make him ok
please help dad...i cant lose him too
i know im asking quite a lot of you
but please mom...i dont know what to do
ill talk to you later, know im thinking of you
i miss you so much...ill see you in a few

Holding you Noel..all the strength I have, yours.

noel, don't even know what to say. i wish i did to make this more bearable for you. i am soooo sorry for your loss.
Your words broke my heart.
may GOD watch over you, and help u, your dad, and your son somehow get through this pain you are feeling.
You and yours are in my prayers.
please try and stay strong.

That is some tough stuff you are going through. You sure deserve a hug.

Noel, had a lot of long talks with my stepdaughter, when her mom died.
If you think I could help in anyway with your dad.
Let me know, would be glad to try.

Noel my thoughts and prayers are with you and will continue to be!!!!!!

turn to God with all your questions, He is always there for us, we just need to ask. Sometimes unfortunately there are no answers why. Someone once told me why do we ask a question where God put a period. That was a hard one for me, as time goes on I have a better understanding of what that means. Doesn't make it any easier but I understand. God be with you and hold you in His loving arms, may you feel His embrace at this difficult time. What you wrote is wonderful, hard to read it through my tears. Take care of yourself, get some sleep and eat something, even a bite of something.

Noel, There isn't anything anyone can tell you, except to believe in GOD and that YOU will be with your mom again.
This process of death, that we all have to go through at sometime, is GOD'S GREATEST test on our souls.
Only TIME will help ease your pain, and im sorry, but many many tears will fall from you through the rest of your life..
But THAT is MOM'S LOVE, that she PUT INTO YOU..GOD BLESS YOU and YOUR FAMILY.

very touching,I still talk with my mom in my prayers.

(((( Noel )))))

This was very hard for me to read,, it touched me deeply....

Light of Angels,,, rest upon you....

My Mother and I were very close...
She died suddenly of cancer at a young age...
I asked why alot...
I spoke at her funeral- but thought I could'nt...


I know your world is torn apart, I am here for you if you need
someone to talk too. Hugs and prayers for you and your family
dear. May you find peace in your hearts...

Noel, my thoughts and prayers are with you.

i dont know you. but i want you to know you are in my deepest thoughts and prayers. if ever need anything, i am sure someone here will listen to you. esp me . at time u need a shoulder looke me up.

Your loss is so huge.....I am so sorry
Iwould feel the same if it were my mom....

oh noel hun i am crying right now reading this but u will get threw it , i iknow u will