wow i can hardly believe its been nine months ago today
the day you walked out, without even a word to say

i remember the look in your eyes...no feeling at all
through blinded eyes of tears, your tail lights is what i saw

you walked away from not only me but our precious son too
promisisng him you'd be back, but all you thought about was you

he still stands at the door and asks where is my daddy today
i lie to him again, your at work, you have child support to pay

i thought you would atleast call, ask him how hes doing
since you were the one that left, and our family was ruined

he came to me this morning and rested his head upon my chest
gave me a little kiss on the cheek and said mom i love you, you are the best

at that moment i knew you would never experience this
the true beauty of a child a wonderful wonderful bliss

so walk alone as you will, and keep leaving him behind
for tongiht before bed, he prayed for you again

i stood at his door in amazement in shock
for the words that he spoke made time stand still on the clock

he said dear god, please set my daddy free
i understand god, he doesnt love me
but god it ok cause my mommy loves me
tell her she doesnt have to lie anymore i already see
tell my daddy i hope he finds what he is looking for
and tell my mommy she deserves more

dear god please make my mommy smile again
because god i love her and ill always be her friend


at that moment when he climed into bed
i slowly walked over smiled and kissed his little head
for not only have i learned that my son is one of a kind
i dont need to remember anymore...because we have left you behind.

Kudos! Did you write that, Noel?

yea i jst wrote that...kinda what my son and i are going through right now...def rough

good writing---and good reading--

im so sorry i been hurt a lot to in life

i remember having to tell my 10 yr old daughter and 12 yr old son that their mom had left. i know how tough it is

just remember that you are fine, he was the complete idiot and he will never know what he gave up. If the only thing I ever accomplished in this life was to raise my son I could die happy.I am proud of mine, and you will be proud of yours!

thanks guys..this poem is def from the heart..someone just wrote me an email and said the day i thought id never get through was the day i got over you..truest words ever spoken...thanks for the sincere comments...Noel

What woul dyou do if it all ended tomorrow
Time's running out, aint no more you can borrow
So many paths which one you gonna follow
What would you do if it all ended tomorrow..

Brought a tear to my eyes, I know what you are goin through and wish you all the best...just remember, the tough times we have to go through only make us stronger in the long run!

You have a very special boy there, ya'll take good care of one another now!