Thanks for the offer; but really there isn't anything to talk about. I can't change anything; not that I haven't tried.

Maybe u could take up a hobby? Art, dancing, like salsa or something. Its got to be better than sitting b4 the computer? Sending a hug ur way.

Its not that I don't have anything to do. I work out, cycle, renovate, garden, teach a band, play in another band, part of the Astronomy group, and even sew; however nothing seems to really challenge me like the military. I am sitting bored behind a computer at work; not at home.

Try harder.

drama.....with intent............

You always know what to say Krupa.

Ya can't hit a home run if you ain't taking a swing at it.

:)

But, I don't play baseball.

fear of not getting better and fear of getting worse and fear that doctors don't really care or know what to do ,fear of dieing ,fear they never will ever find the right meds or cure ,as for most other fears i can manage around but when things get out of your hands it gets scary like stuff like dizzy spells severe pains light headedness falling down blurred vision ,confused ,things like that scare me more then every day stuff cause you can deal with every day things cause u know it ,when its internal its scary ,

Me either....I don't do sports. Those guys slap each other on the butt and shower together.

I am straight.

But, I am sure you understood the metaphore.

Me neither but I hit 4 home runs yesterday.

Yeah I did. Just tired of beating my head against a wall.

biggest fear, my daughter following the egocentric culture and trading her spiritual health for temporary physical and emotional gratification,,,

I fear cliche people in their cliche box playing with their cliche thoughts whilst thinking they thought of it all by their little cliched selves :)

They scare the bejesus out of me

My biggest fear begins with the letter 'C'. No i won't say what it is. It's quite groce. I do fear getting it, though.

Sorry to hear you feel like that. Here'sa massive hug from me to you. *HUG* :)

I know, I hate Cabbage to.

i thought she was talking bout stds

No offence intended btw.

well thanks its life thou sometimes things happen so fast its sad but true :) i try to think of other things and try not to focus on it to much but then sometimes boom its right there and nothing a person can do but lifes so short in this world anyways best thing is to try and hope for better days i mean that for everyone i know so many in this world has probs and i not the type that talks to much about it but when i do i sincere and sometimes its so scary ,but like i say everyone has something or other sooner or later its sad but true just wish mine was later then sooner hugsss back and thanks cheers