Dear Diary,

Today has been a great day!! I was asked a question today that made me smile, blush, get flustered and even cry some happy tears. It has been a loo-oo-oo-ng time since that has happened and it felt fantastic! Soon I will be able to tell you what that question was but I am keeping it my little secret for now!!

Well I have to go to bed now....not that I will get much sleep...


By the way diary, maybe you can let Lakeman know, he doesn't need paper on a computer diary!

Eileen

Dear Diary,

My "boyfriend" officially sucks.


The End.

Dear Diary

bleh...
how do I fix me ?
I feel hopeless......

Dear Diary....I feel blah.........blahblablablabla...hmmmm

oh gypsy.......}}}}} bottom lip is out{{{{{{{{{
feel like my life is a house of cards....
an it falls so easy......
dont feel like rebuildin it....
self torture? my big sis says I am oh I cant think of the words she used but she is right,,um,,,knock myself down ,,that wasnt it ,,um,,self bad for self though,,damn it I cant find the words...

Dear Diary,
I am extremely and . I might be but it's friday so of course i'm . Hope all of you have a great day and find soon.

ever feel like a little smile might be close to within your grasp........
then it wisps away on the slightest breeze and your left feeling ... alone and hopeless ,and useless , and like it will jus never be that good will it?
but ya dont want to accept it
you just cant
and then you go crazy
then all ya wanna do is cry
and wish it would just all hurry up an end so you can just die
and then it will end , and you wont be so tired from trin sooooo hard to get something that you will never get , wasnt ment to be ,
nothins ment for me....

" always shuttin yourself down" that was the words....

Dear Diary, plzzz help my friend ((((purple)))) realize that alot of sisters are total suck azzs!!

& send her lots of super glue & duct tape so even the biggest baddest Wolf can't blow her house down!!

Thanks!!

Handle every situation like a dog ....

If you can't Eat it or Screw it ,

Piss on it and Walk Away

Purple!!! Don't you dare say that!!

Do you realize how many people LOVE YOU????
You have wonderful children that LOVE you dearly!!
OMG!! think about it, DO YOU WANT YOUR SISTER RAISING YOUR SON??

You are a very special person!!!
You can do anything you set your mind to do...
Don't listen to your sister!!
jjeezzz mine attacks me remember??
& I can't even hit her back...
My Dogs are even afraid of her...
I'm not afraid of her, well I guess I am because I'm afraid I'll hit her some time..
& I was gunna give the wench a kidney ppffttt!!

Dear Diary.......get some Paxil for Purple!!!!!!

Hmmmm diary, we had students at the hospital yesterday and I got the one who was "dumb like stick" Not only did I have to do 3 of the 4 patients she had.....but I actually had to tell her she had to put them to bed. Who knew that people slept with the lights on, doors wide open with the call bell in the wrong spot on a dementia/alzheimers ward??? lol I hope I get a smart one today

awwwwwwwwwwwwwww , be careful the smart ones may be difficult toooooo.....lol......awwwwwwww.......

I'm hangin by a thread , but still hangin in there,,, I talked to the station guy today and confirmed my audition !!!their dyin to meet me ,,,lmao!!!!! OMG !! I'm gonna do this damn it !!

Dear Diary,
It is nice to have conversations with the nurses. They have helped me to rebuild confidence in myself. It is really sweet when they are concerned about my well being. The bytch sessions are better with real bytches than just fake bytches. I was feeling so much alone until I found a nurse who tries to buck the system worse than I do. She told me that she had took all the complaints we had to the higher ups and she was told to just quit her bytching. Yesterday, we got a little notice with our paychecks that if we have vacation time coming but quit the vacation time is lost. I can't help but think that I haven't even seen the queen bytch yet.

Dear Diary....sometimes people you work with just SUCK!!! Oh and yes I did get the same dumb like stick student..... same **** different day....

I find that boxing with my cat very therapeutic right now....

Ahhhhhhhhh **** it!!! I'm having a drink!!!!

GYPSY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PURPLE!!!!!!!!!

I Confirmed my audition today.....they phoned me again......
now I'm panicing to work on a skit ...
hey you have had lots of hours on here if ya have any funnies I only have three minutes to WOW em !!
I'm PANICING !!!!!!!

Dear Diary.....purple thinks I have skits??? or does she want to borrow my creepy mind for such things????

gotta be funny ! I'm gonna spoof the on line dating thing and stuff.... I'll e-mail ya...
please hold.........................................



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