Dear Diary...

I feel like it's getting harder and harder to hold everything together. My mother will nit-pick at my boyfriend, and with everyone I'll be short-tempered. I feel like Im losing my best friend who has moved away to college. Perhaps over time she will come back to me. I really hope so. Perhaps I just have to be patient... Everyone's gone off by now, and I only have a few friends near-by left, but it seems they are usually busy. My grandmother's mental health is deteriorating further, so she now goes to daycare. Its really quiet durring the day now.

Sometimes I feel like a broken teddy bear in the storefront window... falling apart at the seams, but trying to make a good presentation.

Dear Diary...I am getting sleepy.....

OM, keep your chin up!! You will make new friends, and still keep the old ones...just because they go away to school, doesn't mean they are lost to you. I'm sorry about your grandmother, that has to be hard.
You look like a very pretty young girl....just try to keep smiling.

Happy B-day, Catchme!!

Dear Diaryeeee......lol..oh I wont say it....ha ha

bla...so there!

Dear Diary....my son was showing me how he would look with short hair and pulled all of his hair under his baseball cap...and omg.....he looked just like his father!!! It hit me like a ton of bricks!!! Whoa....I don't know why or what I am feeling about this.....

That's gotta be weird...I guess it depends on the relationship you have with his father.

We havent seen each other in about 4 years...its very likely he is dead since he became a meth junkie

I have nothing against his father anymore....Ive forgiven him because the hate was killing me.......Idk I just had this really bad feeling...

Man, I hate that...how one look, one particular way someone does something, or one random comment or situation can just trigger old wounds like that.

Does it make you curious to know what happened to his dad?

Not really curious......I rarely think about him at all, without feeling sorry for the fact he ruined his life. Ya maybe it was old wounds, idk....it was like seeing him all over again!

oh ......(((((((((((((Gypsy)))))))))))))))
I know EXCACTLY how your feeling...
I hate those features that remind me of the a$$head crackhead

So many minds and bodies wasted on the thought of making THEM feel better about their lives.
Just to find them twice as f`u`c`k`e`d up, later down their road...CAN WE SPELL,,,STUPID!!!!

I wasnt having bad thoughts....I had just never really seen it before in him......I thought he looked like me

I think what it did was shock me.....

iam4u?????

METH,,,,,,,,drugs,,,,,,,just makes me pisssed ,,have lost some family to addictions,,they (drugs) suck...

Ya ive known too many too iam......to crack, meth, heroin.......

Dear Diary,
Here I am again sittin in front of the computer since 3 am. It's like clock work every night the landlord's cat wakes me up wanting out at 3 o'clock.

dear diary

well i hope i met the man im looking for last night we talked on msn for quite awhile

Dear Diary,I'm sorry for being a azz... yesterday and my apologies to the men you don't all suck just 90% of you.(I'm just kidding)I'm happy for the new day,yesterday is gone.And today is beautiful

Dear diary I am taking a break from work and looking around JSH.

Dear Diary,

I have two classes today, I can't wake up and have a french spelling test Has anyone ever had only a few classes and then had to spell french? Hell, they don't even pronounce most of the cosonants yeah yeah I spelled that wrong! SEE! I'm gonna eat sh1t on this test today I love the language, but why the hell do I have to spell it? I can read it just fine! No fair!