The rain is pouring down around me. My sexuality is smoking within the years of cigarretes and booze. The current epoch is a realistic one filled with time spent sitting in meditative position doing nothing. I feel like going shirtless and having the droplets share their texture just in the morning, because I'm asleep and I should be alert and not shedding tears because of love lost. Buy from one being to the next, the earth mourns l, and I on its surface share sadness with the air.

not sure. it is not my shrine. I just loved the images and how the colors fit together so perfectly so I posted it. it's not pretentious at all so perhaps I am off topic. someone did put a lot of work into it though

This is necessary. This is necessary. Life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on...

what random thoughts can be portrayed in pictures, or what sadness brings solace

Roses are red
My eye is blue
And three little stitches too

Selfish, selfish, selfish me, yeah, me. Yeah, girlfriend, break-up, new one, one-night stand, cheat, cheat, repeat that. Drug use, clean up, drug use, drug use, clean up, drug use, rehab; f* you I suck dude, self-loathing, self-esteem, ego, then me again.

This is going to be a killer book; I don't care who you are, this is going to be a f*in' sick book.

Well, bloody hell.

Was trying to figure out what the hell you were doin'; how goes it, plastic?

Madness has descended upon the scene. But it's groovy enough, I suppose. And how goes it for you, man?

We worked out a really complicated story idea one night. Haha.

Also, I seriously don't know if I even remember how to post pictures anymore.

*, right? It has to be. Come on...

I cannot fathom when * is not it.

Yeah, about that story...I actually wrote up a quick 500ish words when you failed to hit me up, so I got some s* on it.

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My life has been super-sketch lately. I think I've been reading either entirely too much or not enough Philip K. Dick.

Somethinghere.jpg is one of coolest sites. Haha.

at the moment, bloody hell would be an improvement

but there is always tomorrow, I hope

thinking of going up in the mountains again....that usually means I am getting ready to make a big decision


at that altitude I cannot think for breathing
that makes it a lot easier to act :)

Hey there.

If I could I would bail out to the mountains or the ocean tonight, but it's not a reasonable possibility at the moment.

Both revive my... sanity, for lack of a better term.

absolutely - lift siprits, revive sanity, recharge batteries.... are you a Green Mtn man? I'm thinking of heading for Tennessee :) later in the year

for now I've been doing some wandering in the appalachins near here (southern ohio) good times :)

good to seeya

I drove from Detroit to Charlotte, NC and got lost for 55 miles in the mountains of West Virginia starting around 4 or 5 AM during a rain storm. It was awful. I felt like I was in a level of Mario: The Lost Levels and that I would never make my way out of the endless, winding curves from hell. I ended up stopping into some really shady early morning diner/gas station that smelled like crystal meth and got directions back to the highway finally after I tried to crash in my car in the only available spot in this random apartment complex parking lot and failed to fall asleep.

Haha. Before that the last time I remember being in mountains was the canyons of Utah. They were pretty during February, with the snow coming down... and me, coming down.

Mountains are pretty, but I prefer the beach.

It poured really, really hard on my trip to Charlotte last year. But, when I got to the hotel, there was a rainbow.

I have also been lost in the Mountains in West Virginny. I was in Big Otter...where the otters may well be oversized but nothing else is including the size of the intersection that comprised the town. I got out my roadmap and looked for a "shortcut" that would bisect the mountain (like the hypotenuse of a triangle) to get me back over to Parkersburg. Big Otter is not close to anything, but the closest city would be Charleston. Anyway, my short cut wound up the mountain and down the mountain in spiral fashion.

most of the highway (HA it was practically a one lane road)was on the edge of the cliff, or several cliffs the whole way. It was narrow and bascially had no shoulder. To my good fortune (sarcasm noted) about half way to Parkersburg one of the locals, driving a big black Ford Bronco decided to follow me up the mountain. Being local he knew the road well and wanted to travel at a faster speed than what I was comfortable with. I knew this because he was 6 inches off my rear bumper for about 15 miles....lol

were there anywhere to pull over I would have gladly....he was being kind of a jerk....one lane road, to the right a wall of mountain, to the left a sheer drop off. It was memorable

never been back to big otter but those were some beautiful mountains

I have also been lost in the Mountains in West Virginny. I was in Big Otter...where the otters may well be oversized but nothing else is including the size of the intersection that comprised the town. I got out my roadmap and looked for a "shortcut" that would bisect the mountain (like the hypotenuse of a triangle) to get me back over to Parkersburg. Big Otter is not close to anything, but the closest city would be Charleston. Anyway, my short cut wound up the mountain and down the mountain in spiral fashion.

most of the highway (HA it was practically a one lane road)was on the edge of the cliff, or several cliffs the whole way. It was narrow and bascially had no shoulder. To my good fortune (sarcasm noted) about half way to Parkersburg one of the locals, driving a big black Ford Bronco decided to follow me up the mountain. Being local he knew the road well and wanted to travel at a faster speed than what I was comfortable with. I knew this because he was 6 inches off my rear bumper for about 15 miles....lol

were there anywhere to pull over I would have gladly....he was being kind of a jerk....one lane road, to the right a wall of mountain, to the left a sheer drop off. It was memorable

never been back to big otter but those were some beautiful mountains