set.
stream of consciousness.
go;

my head's being weird today.
when isn't it?
always.
[ultra thin.]
baha.
i smell apples.
fuji?
canada fancy.
are there two people in my head?
more than two.
do i worry about it?
a little.
do i love it?
no.
do i like it?
yes.
do i think life would be boring without several people in my head?
yes.
although i have no life.
o.O
is my face itchy?
yes.
do i think people care?
no.
do i think some people get annoyed because i share this much?
yes.
should i tell them to **** off?
maybe.
can i curse in spanish?
creo que si.
should i try it?
but spanish curse words sound so vulgar.
>.<
as if i'm polite.
psh.
what if i drove a school bus?
it'd be cool.
no chimo.
why are all these dating ads directed towards men or lesbians?
men are needy?
i'm always called needy though.
but if i have nothing i need something, no?
i want a sombrero.
shame on this mexican family for owning zero.
should i move to mexico?
probably not.
am i going to?
probably.
why?
because i'm crazy.
do i need to shower?
yes.
do i want to use a beard as a loofah?
yes.
will i ever get a bearded man?
doubt it.
do i think i have to be sane to date?
yes.
am i sane?
clearly,
no.
am i done?
never.
do i wish to hear the randomosity in your sweet head?
yes.
sweet dreams are made of this.
the eurythmics.
i wish i was older.
like way older.
i'd be closer to death.
why do i keep picturing a dagger in a skull?
perhaps it should be a tattoo.
oh ink.
i'm scared of you.
oh i need to try out those pens lex mentioned.
i need canvas as well.
and clay.
i need to make beard art.
the end.
and breathe.

u crazy

My house is clean.

I smell nice, just took a bath.

I wish I could have company over.

I want some command hooks.

Wonder whats for dinner at your house.

Ped egg!!

I was engaged to a man with a beard.

(Thats about as far as I can go just now. Too tired to stream anymore.)

captain obvious.
there you are.
you're suppose to do a stream of consciousnessnessnessness.
gooooo.

i'll wait.

did you bring your dinner?

i was hoping you'd share.

you're too late

selfish.
hmph.

Well, that leaves me out.

Everyone at my daughter's house was just getting over a cold...
I bragged about not having had a cold in twenty years....
I have a cold, it is a bad one...
I should not have bragged,
especially
when
all
of
the
people
I
LOVE
MOST
were just getting over colds....
and they had just cleaned, cooked, and changed the sheets for my visit....
I am ashamed of bragging.....
BUT,
I am paying it forward now because
from my shoulders up I feel like
chit.....
Shoulders down is good though..
Because
I
finally got something off my chest, no it wasn't a cold...
Yesterday I slept for 12 hours, I never ever do that, but
yesterday I did and I think I am going to do it again tonight....
I
might
have
a
slight temperature
toO....

I found 2 dimes on the way to the store.
They were very shiny so I said "Hey there is 2 shiny things maybe I should pick them up".
So I did......

ha.

It all faded to white noise after the second line of "blah blah..blah blahh blah blah..."

But, I like you so I kept pretending to read.

I am grinning like an idiot after the whole "people throw around "love" so caually" thing yesterday.

You may think you don't like love B....but, you flop your soul out there just like the rest of us idiots.

That is the reason we love ya girl.

........'cept for the "Dagger in the skull" part....that made my penis shrivel....thanks.

:)

i never said i don't like love.
i hate that word,
but the actual stuff i don't mind.

What if you replace the word love with honey badger?

i honey badger you?
it does have a nice ring to it.

Cool.....now apologize to my penis....Omar the tent maker is very sensitive to knife references.

(Hope you are having a groovy New Year doll)

i'll apologize to your penis the day i get my own.