Another one of these heartfelt poems where I just poured out my feelings.
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I cant keep crying all the time...

Once agian you have me waiting on the line...

I dont deserve the pain inside...

Even as I write this I cry...

I just ask that you be straight with me...

If this the end, just let me be...

Dont be greedy and keep me waiting...

That's whats got me hesitating...

I wish I could say the hell with you...

But even saying that is the hardest thing for me to do...

I dont know what I am trying to prove...

Theres a hundred guys that wouldn't treat me like you do...

I just cant seem to find love...

Maybe cupid needs to give me a little shove...

But even that wouldnt help...

I seem to be playing the cards I was dealt...

I hate to sound like woe is me...

And reach out for everyones pity...

But I want someone to love me too...

I am so cold inside without you...

I had someones love once before...

And like the rest he ended up walking out the door...

You cant even tell me the truth...

It seems to be the hardest thing for you to do...

I just dont care anymore...

I am closing my door...

Closing my heart...

And just falling apart...

Is this how you want me to feel...

My heartache, now that is real...

I hate it that you have this hold on me...

I wish that you could let me down easily...

But even that wouldnt mend my pain...

Even that wouldnt stop the rain...

I have so many friends telling me to open my eyes...

But they dont see how you make me feel inside...

When you are there...

I know that you care...

But I cant keep defending you...

Even after all the bull**** that you've put me through...

So this is it...

I'm done playing your poor little misfit...

When your ready, you know where I'll be...

I just dont suggest that you wait on me...

That was good.

THANKS YOU

CAPTION AND SELECTION OF WORDS ARE BOTH FANTASTIC

thank you frank, i love your comments thanks for reading

Very Nice! Thanks for sharing.

Awwesome really liked this one humm I hear ya on the cupid thing he needs to bring a steam roller my way lmao

THANKS TXS AND SANDY ON YOUR COMMENTS I ALWAYS LOVING HEARING WHAT YOU GUYS HAVE TO SAY EVEN IF ITS BAD

girlychic...Been there, not long ago as a mattter of fact...Listen, just keep praying, don't close your heart, that makes it harder to open up again when the right one does come along...(believe me, I know)...and HE qilo come along when you least expect it...and you will doubt that it is real...just one day at a time, one breath at a time..babysteps...you'll get where you need to be...and be stronger too in the long run...

Very nice indeed