I keep lugging my past around like a ball attatched to a chain
straped to what skin remains, a missmatch i can not contain
i must detach my pain and emotions threw writing raps or poems
so i dont snap and disown em like i have attacked and condoned them
my siblings who's quitely listning threw the cracks of thier door
scribbling down my mistakes wile i forlorn the pact that i swore
to protect not ignore them, i rather sit back and poor one
pack a bowl and explore the back end of an ignored son
i feel like i back doored them, as i got high out of boredom
i'm trying to patch things up, but scares cant be restored none
trying to be a better person is the toughest challenge yet
i owe so much and the roughest part is trying to balence the debt
with parents who are marriage vets, divorced more times then actors
a factor of why my minds performance goes off like nuclear reactors
so as i start the next chapter of my own personal book of life
yall be with me every step of the way to see what change looks like

Feeling the flow.....

Haha i'm glad. I havent wrote in years, dusting off the rust ;)

When you put your life into a rap/poem/whatever ~ it is always a good thing..Dust that rust off and write..Awesome..

Making the decision to change is the frist step. . .May your journey be blessed. . . Nice Write

adding on to your poem


you tend to try and make a change
where all the pain tends to linger on
as making mistakes is what you
end up calling a learning lesson
that one all has to face
as you can sing with all your might
and make stories with rap
but the real story is always
going to be within
as you can say it rough
but life is what is has been
and always will
as life isent easy
as we shall know
as many have gone down
the road on a steep hill so to speak
a roller coaster at that
you can be bord. or find a way
to find the happiness within
instead of ending the chapter in a wrongful way

Welcome Something..nice write...like Up2 says...I am feeling the flow.

Thanks for all the feed! O the dust is comming off ;) haha.

I am glad you are feeling better.