what I'm doin
is what ya do when
people depend
on you to keep them
out of the deep end
take these demons
and defeat them
make sure my families eatin'
and even,
when life has got me beaten
i stand on my feet and
I'm strong as a rock even
when the water deepens
I'm sinkin', I'm thinkin'
I'm sick and
tired of livin'
in this world i was given'
there's a girl that I'm missin'
it's got me wishin'
i was in the position
to produce, divine intervention
so she would listen
to words of wisdom
and see my intentions

I'm intending
to be real, no more pretending
I'm planning on ascension
to catch her attention
I write to help me vent when
my heart is bent in
unsure what my feelings meant when
my heart was initially dented
and I, unintentionally prevented
our hearts from becoming kindred
but, as long as your life is splendid
i will be content with
the fact that it ended
before it started
i was whole hearted
but got scared and darted
i carted home my heart and
it was hard to part with
but now that i am heartless
I am startin'
to comprehend
why all of my friends
keep deep within, and defend
their heart, thats barely beating
cause it's retreating and defeating
the meaning of being
a human being
but you don't see it
til ya see the girl ya wanna be with
then your heart beat is immense
a million beats per minute
then it, makes some sense
new love, can erase old dents
and make a man repent
only say whats meant
eradicate resent
from the latter way it went
no matter how bad her day had went
or how sad it may have been
when hearts shatter way within
all that matters, make ammends
atone for all your sins

put to an end
an 80 hour binge
chances are slim
but theres a chance that i will win
happiness again
forget,..how crappy life has been
she's it,..with dimples on her chin
she can win
the sentiments, of so many men
so when, we evolved from being friends
i should have got the hint
and been, what i should have been
everythin', she knew i could have been
if i am true, i know it wouldn't end
"if i were you, i would try again"
the advice from all my friends

so here i am
i stand a man
understand, my plan began
i no longer stand
the man that ran
I'm the man that can
take your hand, fulfill your plans
i just need the chance
I know i have had too many chances
but, under these circumstances
i hope that ya chance it
i need your soul to dance with
my soul, when i re-attach it
i dispatched it
cause it hadn't mattered
since the day it shattered
pieces were scattered
from here to alabama
cause i had her
never knew how bad that sad hurts
left her heart in tatters
the pieces that were gathered
i placed them on a platter
assembled them with swagger
before i fall i stagger
you ignore my calls, I'm sadder
always fall from fates ladder
so after,
time, i find it hard to climb
i find it hard to find
this hardened heart of mine
if you read every line
you will surely find
my lines are entwined
and my rhymes are designed
to take you on a ride inside my mind
i try to take the time
to accurately define
the lines inside my rhymes
so immaculately sublime
spend sometime up in my mind
you will find
i'm in my prime
I'll band my spine
front to back, and side to side
just to know
that I'm alive

Absolutely stunning.

Awesome..

this one really amazing.
I like it a lot.
One of my favs