I hurt right now. Feels as if i have no friends. I have 2 to my name but they rarely talk. We should just as well be aquaintences. I sit inside on these snowy lonely days no work for the week how sad, no not for no money, but for no socialization. It can hurt when you realize no 1 is there.
I sit here sad, lonely, needing some one to talk to, some one i can listen to, some one personal. I sit on tree different dating sites, three easy outlets. why do i do this. My future sits on the other side of the couch. MY DAD on the same dating site or on a different one. I hate my life as i realize it.
Im young, i should be out, not typing this, i should have friends, if i had friends and i were here. I wouldnt be even on here id be texting about cool stuff about bands, movies wat we are going to do the next day. i dont have that. My social skills arent that great and they aren't getting better.
When i message a girl that looks nice that seems interesting and i send a message. I dont send a short message. i send a good size message where there can be question a conversation. do i get a reply?............. do i get a reply? i wait i wait. i message another, i wait no reply, like my no friends. i hate my life. i would even like a message saying. i dont want to talk. why cant i even get that. IS THIS KARMA.

I dont wanna

I have a good friend named Karma.

Don't give up hope sweetie, your life will turn out just fine.

thanx, always will

welcome...

Hunny bunny, you are 19... everyone thinks life sucks at 19, but it only gets better as it goes on! THIS, TOO, SHALL PASS!