thanx, always will

I hurt right now. Feels as if i have no friends. I have 2 to my name but they rarely talk. We should just as well be aquaintences. I sit inside on these snowy lonely days no work for the week how sad, no not for no money, but for no socialization. It can hurt when you realize no 1 is there.
I sit here sad, lonely, needing some one to talk to, some one i can listen to, some one personal. I sit on tree different dating sites, three easy outlets. why do i do this. My future sits on the other side of the couch. MY DAD on the same dating site or on a different one. I hate my life as i realize it.
Im young, i should be out, not typing this, i should have friends, if i had friends and i were here. I wouldnt be even on here id be texting about cool stuff about bands, movies wat we are going to do the next day. i dont have that. My social skills arent that great and they aren't getting better.
When i message a girl that looks nice that seems interesting and i send a message. I dont send a short message. i send a good size message where there can be question a conversation. do i get a reply?............. do i get a reply? i wait i wait. i message another, i wait no reply, like my no friends. i hate my life. i would even like a message saying. i dont want to talk. why cant i even get that. IS THIS KARMA.

The strognest tallest baby
doesnt know what he is doing
he walks he can not talk
he tears down bilboards
he eats the big jar of baby food
his gas is deadly
killing thousands a day
your gas masks don't work hear buster
but when he sleeps we sleep
when he is awake we repair