Topic: betrayal
southern_bee's photo
Sun 10/24/10 06:50 PM


which ex..every man ive been with has always done something to piss me off laugh
huh

what?they havelaugh

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Sun 10/24/10 06:57 PM



which ex..every man ive been with has always done something to piss me off laugh
huh

what?they havelaugh
sheesh whoa

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Sun 10/24/10 07:08 PM





which ex..every man ive been with has always done something to piss me off laugh
huh

what?they havelaugh
sheesh whoa


I think you long to be pissed off. :wink:
ooook whoa

davidben1's photo
Sun 10/24/10 07:10 PM
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omg....let me tell ya how i got ****ed...

**** on...

by the meanie beanies arrogant ***** and narcissist, and the proud, and the abuser, and those that will not speak PC, and spare my feelings...

wah, wah, wah...

somebody stooooooooooooop me...

lol...

omg, and such will enevr see, until they are **** on somemore, THEIR OWN SELF HASTE AND GREED AND NARCISISSTIC WAYS, blinded them to what any could see would harm them, AND MANY TOLD THEM, but these were the ignorant, the dumbass's, those that spoke any critique, AS THEY HURT MY POOOOOOOOOR POOOOOOOOOR FEELINGS.....

of course, no mention of how many told them, before any occurence, and how many doubt's their own brain gave them, but these meant nothing, for the self seeker blind itself with it's own wants as supreme...

for nothing was ever tricked, before it was first tricked by it's own wants were seen as supreme...

lol...

oh how the mute and dead believe they protect themself, from hating any critique, but hating such, created their first condition of self staring...

oh my...

what oh what shall we do...

the sheep that stare at themself, cry when they are sheered?

hum...

well cosmos, bring forth some more bad karma, deliver up the "demon's", the mean that oh so persecute, to teach the self starer to stop looking at it's own feet as it's own want as supreme, as it walk thru life, stumblin into **** after ****, until the **** cover itself in stench.

sink sink sink, for that which holler's betrayal the loudest, see nothing of itself, so let the blind dance begin, let the unaware trance begin, let the lonely howl and growl, till it sinkl into it's own self created abyss, spittin hate of betryal unto self whilst the wolves laugh and circle it's prey, the little cryin lambs sheered time and again.

for each time self stare at the fault of another, it blind itself one more shade, until all it's got, is the comfort of it's own pain.

stop ****ing betrayin me, or i am not gonna post here no more.

stop hurtin my feeler's...

tears tears tears tears tears tears tears tears tears pitchfork pitchfork pitchfork pitchfork pitchfork pitchfork pitchfork pitchfork pitchfork pitchfork pitchfork






Ruth34611's photo
Sun 10/24/10 07:10 PM
Geez....answer a simple question in a dating forum and get jumped on for "wallowing in self-pity". Whatever. whoa

davidben1's photo
Sun 10/24/10 07:18 PM

Geez....answer a simple question in a dating forum and get jumped on for "wallowing in self-pity". Whatever. whoa


no one was referring to you!

lol...

your not hollerin how other's betrayed you.

lol...

that which scream betrayal the loudest, in secret has ****ed oever so many, itself has lost count, thats why they got ****ed over.

don't take a rocket scientist to see...


southern_bee's photo
Sun 10/24/10 07:19 PM







which ex..every man ive been with has always done something to piss me off laugh
huh

what?they havelaugh
sheesh whoa


I think you long to be pissed off. :wink:
ooook whoa


not you!



oh me.i longed to be pissed off?

Ruth34611's photo
Sun 10/24/10 07:28 PM


no one was referring to you!





Well, I did respond with my betrayal story and you didn't name names, so I assumed you meant everyone who responded. Either way, I think your responses are harsh and overly critical. But, that's just my opinion.

southern_bee's photo
Sun 10/24/10 07:30 PM



no one was referring to you!





Well, I did respond with my betrayal story and you didn't name names, so I assumed you meant everyone who responded. Either way, I think your responses are harsh and overly critical. But, that's just my opinion.


i agree with ruth flowerforyou

davidben1's photo
Sun 10/24/10 07:31 PM


Geez....answer a simple question in a dating forum and get jumped on for "wallowing in self-pity". Whatever. whoa

I guess some people think to acknowledge is to wallow. Weird, because there are some accounts about real growth here.


guess that would be SELF GROWTH, one SELF be referrin to, lol...

that which stick it's hand out, to get for itself, shall get bit time and again, and then waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah....

what the hell, how come the same **** be a keepin on ahappin to me?

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...

rachateer's invest in other's, to leverage for themself, and dosing out out comfort, be what a wolf does to sheer it's little lamb...

the self fisher, bait a women, by dosing out comfort, to reel in it's little fishie...

to fry for dinner.

lol...

oh my, oh my, oh my...

i got ****ed again!

got damnit, what the hell is wrong with the world...

i was just statin to grow, and feel better about my SELF....

sob, sob, sob...

they justa keep cheatin on me, and just wanna **** me, and then leave me, and and and and and...

remove head from arse, and smell the stench of self taking, as only what wish to take for itself get taken from, for anything else can smell a foul fish from the other side of cosmos.

damn, my nasal passages need a little sinex!

oh well, the stench of the self taker grows each day...

gotta wait for **** to flow down hill to squash em into a ball...

omg...

what we gonna do as 2012 come down full force...

the ones that hollor betrayal will be hatin on anything that even breath, and does not GIVE TO SELF WHAT ITSELF DEMAND...

poor poor little lambs...

blessing to all the lambs.

blessings to all the sheeple...

blessings to all the self staring zombie's...

ditto's batman...

start up the bat mobile.

we got a bunch of sheep to sheer.






davidben1's photo
Sun 10/24/10 07:36 PM

Putting energy and focus into how and why I betrayed those I love seems to serve me better than to wallow in what was 'done' to me...


OMG...

THE SMARTEST ONE HERE.

this one shall rise to success, and be on the "way up", anything else be on it's waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWN.

GARAUNTEED.

CERTIFIED.

INFALLIBLY.

WITOUT FAIL.

IN THIS REALM OR ANY REALM.

IN THIS WORLD.

AND ALL WORLDS.

BEGIN THE EXORCISMS.






davidben1's photo
Sun 10/24/10 07:49 PM



no one was referring to you!





Well, I did respond with my betrayal story and you didn't name names, so I assumed you meant everyone who responded. Either way, I think your responses are harsh and overly critical. But, that's just my opinion.


ah, but they were NOT IN THE BEGINNING, LOL...

i have no problem squashing that which has squashed many a vulnerabale child, and women, and weak.

that which holler betrayal, that was led blindly, by SELF WAS BETRAYED ENERGY, AS MOB MENTALITY, be led to the slaughter...

some lead many to the pits of self abyss...

that they live in each day.

some worse than other's, as is always the case...

it's not hard to see what be a predator.

you are not a predator, nor hath the potential to be.

such is not the case in all cases.

some just can't see, what others can see.

i am willing to burn in hell for my insight.

some see into realms other's see not.

some see into real action's many have committed.

many see the pain the "loudest voice" that holler betrayal hath perpetrated.

**** these.

drag em to hell.

let em walk blind into their own pit, they so redied for other's they hate, because they themself were hated for their abuses.

some see no anger as justied, but their own.

such be the way of the perp.

**** the perps.

not until these beg no mercy for themself, doth these go free of **** upon **** upon ****.

that which wish no mercy for itself, free itself to see all that exist, the good and bad even before it happen.










davidben1's photo
Sun 10/24/10 08:02 PM




Geez....answer a simple question in a dating forum and get jumped on for "wallowing in self-pity". Whatever. whoa

I guess some people think to acknowledge is to wallow. Weird, because there are some accounts about real growth here.


guess that would be SELF GROWTH, one SELF be referrin to, lol...

that which stick it's hand out, to get for itself, shall get bit time and again


Growth, as in learning about others...and therefore insuring that it doesnt happen again. No blaming, no complaining about the world. You are the only poster I have seen wallowing. If you try to make your point by whining, instead of actual coherent thoughts with sentences using modern english rather than the odd poetic license youre taking, you may find folks understand you more.


i am NOT HERE TO GET FOR MYSELF?

HUM...

you must be here to attain for yourself some "understandin", some lovin from another?

nothin wrong with that.

but you said you were here to understand OTHERS'?

HOW DOES ONE DO THIS A SEEKIN FOR OTHER'S TO UNDERSTAND """ITSELF"""

lol...

guess the pin the tail on the donkey, pinned the right donkey, lol...

i am not here to be "understood" by anyone...

i am here to understand other's, lol...

FUNNY HOW THE WORDS BELIE THE TRUE MOTIVE...

some can spoit a taker from a gazillion miles away, lol...

do you think i give a fuccking fucck fucckest fucckfest about what you think?

lol...

damn, how blind doth the blind have to become, to look at their own worst self taking motives...

down down down, lower lower lower, doth the self seeker and taker fall, right into the wormhole and blackhole itself create, that it try to hide from itself and all other's.

lol...

march little broken brain to the longing and taking for self, that trample a many vulnerable and innocent under the smell load of taking, and the stench of the self takers foul breath.






southern_bee's photo
Sun 10/24/10 08:07 PM
noway sick huh huh slaphead surprised

davidben1's photo
Sun 10/24/10 08:16 PM
ah, the self sympathiser's are soooooooooooo brilliant daddy, look...

they beat their head on that brick wall and cry when they bleed.

are they ok daddy.

oh don't worryn sweetie, you will never do that, since you are taught you are a creator, and so you will see how you are the cue ball creating all that happen to yourself...

these were never taught, and have no ear's, except for what flatter them, and lead themself into unsanity, as the are the self validator's, whom only long for another that speak sympathy to them...

don't worry dearest, since you know to take all accountability for all things, you will never be so blind as to bang your head on a brick wall, and blame the wall.


davidben1's photo
Sun 10/24/10 08:16 PM
ah, the self sympathiser's are soooooooooooo brilliant daddy, look...

they beat their head on that brick wall and cry when they bleed.

are they ok daddy.

oh don't worryn sweetie, you will never do that, since you are taught you are a creator, and so you will see how you are the cue ball creating all that happen to yourself...

these were never taught, and have no ear's, except for what flatter them, and lead themself into unsanity, as the are the self validator's, whom only long for another that speak sympathy to them...

don't worry dearest, since you know to take all accountability for all things, you will never be so blind as to bang your head on a brick wall, and blame the wall.


southern_bee's photo
Sun 10/24/10 08:16 PM


noway sick huh huh slaphead surprised


Ya, thats what I figured.



wow,awesome laugh

davidben1's photo
Sun 10/24/10 08:18 PM
ah, the self sympathiser's are soooooooooooo brilliant daddy, look...

they beat their head on that brick wall and cry when they bleed.

are they ok daddy.

oh don't worryn sweetie, you will never do that, since you are taught you are a creator, and so you will see how you are the cue ball creating all that happen to yourself...

and no, they are not ok, but they know it not, cuss they think it's all everyone else fault.

wow...

it gets that bad daddy.

yep.

these were never taught, and have no ear's, so their brain hath beocme small, for they hear not except what flatter them, so it degwenerated their brain, and they onlny crave praise from other's, and lead themself into realms of unsanity as real, as the are the self validator's, whom only long for another that speak sympathy to them...

don't worry dearest, since you know to take all accountability for all things, you will never be so blind as to bang your head on a brick wall, and blame the wall.


davidben1's photo
Sun 10/24/10 08:18 PM
ah, the self sympathiser's are soooooooooooo brilliant daddy, look...

they beat their head on that brick wall and cry when they bleed.

are they ok daddy.

oh don't worryn sweetie, you will never do that, since you are taught you are a creator, and so you will see how you are the cue ball creating all that happen to yourself...

and no, they are not ok, but they know it not, cuss they think it's all everyone else fault.

wow...

it gets that bad daddy.

yep.

these were never taught, and have no ear's, so their brain hath beocme small, for they hear not except what flatter them, so it degwenerated their brain, and they onlny crave praise from other's, and lead themself into realms of unsanity as real, as the are the self validator's, whom only long for another that speak sympathy to them...

don't worry dearest, since you know to take all accountability for all things, you will never be so blind as to bang your head on a brick wall, and blame the wall.


davidben1's photo
Sun 10/24/10 08:18 PM
ah, the self sympathiser's are soooooooooooo brilliant daddy, look...

they beat their head on that brick wall and cry when they bleed.

are they ok daddy.

oh don't worryn sweetie, you will never do that, since you are taught you are a creator, and so you will see how you are the cue ball creating all that happen to yourself...

and no, they are not ok, but they know it not, cuss they think it's all everyone else fault.

wow...

it gets that bad daddy.

yep.

these were never taught, and have no ear's, so their brain hath beocme small, for they hear not except what flatter them, so it degwenerated their brain, and they onlny crave praise from other's, and lead themself into realms of unsanity as real, as the are the self validator's, whom only long for another that speak sympathy to them...

don't worry dearest, since you know to take all accountability for all things, you will never be so blind as to bang your head on a brick wall, and blame the wall.