I have to figure out what i am
try to realize why i don't give a damn
i see it right in front of my eyes
I strayed from the plan
I care about the whole of my family
I know my role in this family
but I just don't

I had a drug habit since i was 13
I did drugs because i was hurting
it followed me into high school
I was a cool, fool
everyone else was doing real good
when i was was just doing real good(drugs)
they were saving dollars for college
i was saving dollars for dope, I'll admit it

15 years old, doing my thing
got me and a girl, she wearing a ring
she'd sleep in my bed, right in my house
so we did our thing quite as a mouse
my parents are in the next room
she ain't even supposed to be there
but I love her, I know I do
we'll be together forever i know its true
plus she said she loved me too

getting ready to turn 16
she's turning 18
I got sent away, can't stay for the pregnancy
I'm stuck in juvi jail
and juvi's don't get bail

I turned 18, got kicked loose
went back to the old neighborhood
in search of you two
I found you! the both of you
now I can start my life
and make her my wife
hahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!

boy, what a dummy
i actually thought it would work
but when i was gone, you quit caring
ran off and already got married
my sons 2 years old and i don't even know him
nowhere to be found while up he was growing
and now emotions are showing'
anger exploding

Ok, this is my fault, i can make this right
i can win this fight, because we love each other. right?
right?
things just aren't the same, as when we were kids
Were fighting
your accusing me of cheating again
I'm accusing you of being with men
we get along for a minute
then were fighting again
your screaming "be a dad"
I screaming "be a mother"
and now here comes, Marino's baby brother
things are not getting any better
I'm cheating with your sister heather
you and me got 3 kids together
I got 3 kids at the age of 21
I'm not working were barely surviving
I'm doing drugs, drinking and driving
your just drinking
I don't know what the hell we were thinking
just built this ship, it's already sinking

I'm 27 now
we were together on and off, for many a year
we have both shed many a tear
so lend me an ear, cause in me is fear
and plenty of beer
a ton of pills, and the ending is clear

Whoa ... I felt that ... powerful write

Really really great. I love the emotion.

Good read, man.