I'm far from a perfect man
and this is far from a perfect world
even though i've loved a few females
they were far from the perfect girl
i've made a few choices
that were far from perfect
if i found a scam that worked
then i worked it
then i found my lonely heart
and i knew i had to search it
I found pain, hate, sadness, and anger
now this young man
is an unstable danger
even to the closest of kin,
he's a total stranger
and now he's exhibiting, strange behavior

It's time to blind
the tresspassing eyes
of a passer by
that yells "crash and die"
then they laugh and sigh
until i black their eye
who the f**k am I?
you act like i never snuck a guy
or stuck a guy
if he'd ever try
to start a fight
I'd start it right
with a soft left
and a harder right
knuckles all swollen
it;s hard to write
too broke, to book a flight
so there's no light in sight
but all my friend's say what i write is tight
i need silence
so i write at night
i write so much,
it's become my life
and it's begun to run my life

my life is a tradgedy
when i look around, it's sad to see
i can't bring myself to live happily
or even realize whats happening
so i walk around screaming "whats crappening"?
and lay down dreamin of my family
when i wake i get so baked i can barely see
i find a cure for the cotties
and a bite to eat
play playstation and fight the sleep
i try to fight my addiction,
but it's got me beat

awesome


but it has you beat?
you sure that beat
is not the beating of your heart
waiting to start
a new cadence
percussion personified in you
That beat of evolution
of growth of renew
The learning of an imperfect man
in an imperfect world
now that's perfection
with a solid plan
embrace
now
tomorrow is not an extension of yesterday
it is what you choose today
so choose
not where you've been
but where you are going
lead
yes lead...not follow
that's too hollow
for a fellow who has mellowed
and deepened with time
like the wine
in the cellar
you know ...