It is easier just to say I am an abomination because I am a
contradiction in terms.

Try the Not so funny side of Scientology website for some
really good answers.

http://www.truthaboutscientology.com/read/forbidden_side/murray_luther_08.html

The Evil Cult of Scientology (documentaries from the 80's, 90's ...
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Because they won't actually present the other side of the argument -
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I have read many self improvement books. I saw a vhs tape on the subject and watched it. I found quickly that it was a combining of several tecniques already around. Each of these is useful in itself, but the combining leaves a person wide open to misuse by anyone of a nature to control. I found it dangerous to put yourself in that element. Safer methods are around to remove what they call aberrations and to obtain what they call being clear. These are fancy names for things already in place to obtain by the safer methods.