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Topic: late night confessions - part 4
Calleigh12 Joined Tue 04/01/08 Posts: 17193	Tue 01/19/10 12:53 AM
oh....my....god (that's it)

plastic_pancakes Joined Sun 10/18/09 Posts: 7399	Tue 01/19/10 01:14 AM
gives up

Calleigh12 Joined Tue 04/01/08 Posts: 17193	Tue 01/19/10 01:15 AM
(((pancakes))) do you need another friendly ear?

plastic_pancakes Joined Sun 10/18/09 Posts: 7399	Tue 01/19/10 01:17 AM
Awww, I'm alright. I never called her.

Calleigh12 Joined Tue 04/01/08 Posts: 17193	Tue 01/19/10 01:19 AM Edited by Calleigh12 on Tue 01/19/10 01:21 AM
Eh, I'd ask why, but I know already. Sorry.

plastic_pancakes Joined Sun 10/18/09 Posts: 7399	Tue 01/19/10 01:21 AM
I don't like me. I don't know what it means if she likes me.

Calleigh12 Joined Tue 04/01/08 Posts: 17193	Tue 01/19/10 01:22 AM
That's what the poem I'm trying to write is basically about. I can't accept anyone liking me because I've learned to hate myself.

plastic_pancakes Joined Sun 10/18/09 Posts: 7399	Tue 01/19/10 01:23 AM
relents You should just bleed it onto paper. Let it go.

Calleigh12 Joined Tue 04/01/08 Posts: 17193	Tue 01/19/10 01:25 AM
Yeah, I know, but it's not working. I guess I could just do a free write thing. And then delete it.

plastic_pancakes Joined Sun 10/18/09 Posts: 7399	Tue 01/19/10 01:28 AM
Three people have told me this week they wrote me several drafts of letters but erased them. I don't think any of those people know that hurts the hell out of me.

Calleigh12 Joined Tue 04/01/08 Posts: 17193	Tue 01/19/10 01:29 AM
So they never sent anything at all? Seems like they would have come up with something.

plastic_pancakes Joined Sun 10/18/09 Posts: 7399	Tue 01/19/10 01:30 AM
Sometimes people are intimidated by me. I'd find it hilarious if I weren't so damned lonely.

Calleigh12 Joined Tue 04/01/08 Posts: 17193	Tue 01/19/10 01:33 AM
Well, I'm intimidated by your writing, I wish I could write like that. As for talking to you, I like talking to you, but you never email me.

plastic_pancakes Joined Sun 10/18/09 Posts: 7399	Tue 01/19/10 01:35 AM
I'm all depressed and angsty. You never mail me either, silly.

Calleigh12 Joined Tue 04/01/08 Posts: 17193	Tue 01/19/10 01:36 AM
I'm always depressed and angsty, seems like my writing would be better. Pffft, I think I wrote you 3 times, ha!

plastic_pancakes Joined Sun 10/18/09 Posts: 7399	Tue 01/19/10 01:46 AM
I'll listen to the same song over and over.

Calleigh12 Joined Tue 04/01/08 Posts: 17193	Tue 01/19/10 01:52 AM
Me too. On a happy note, I finally got over being sad when I hear Cold by Crossfade, it used to make me cry.

SunnyMcleod Joined Fri 01/11/08 Posts: 15208	Tue 01/19/10 06:09 PM
I love that song. It's so my teen years. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vrr3lRLjZ1Y I used to cry every time I heard Lightning Crashes from Live. I think it's the death that they sing about. Reminds me of church as a kid, all fire and brimstone. I avoid it still but I manage to keep my shtuff together now.

plastic_pancakes Joined Sun 10/18/09 Posts: 7399	Tue 01/19/10 06:33 PM
I have so very many things to confess.

SunnyMcleod Joined Fri 01/11/08 Posts: 15208	Tue 01/19/10 06:42 PM
I like confessing to people that I don't know. I wonder if this is like when Catholics go to confession. But without the religious junk...