so when i was younger my mom sent me to stay with a family member while she traveled with my stepfather in his transport truck. i was 14 to 17 years old this family member molested me over and over again and its bothering me still to this day. and i am 24 now with 2 kids of my own and i have dated men that do the same to me hurt me. i stayed for 2-4 weeks each time with this family member and now i have a hard time to even go near him. i told my mom about this but they thought because i had a boyfriend it was just to get them to let me stay with him while they were away.

i have been sexually abused since i was a chiled the first time i was 6yrs old and my mom tryed to have the man charged but the police would not because the man was mentally sick.

then it happened again when i was 12 by someone i dont even know and again at 13 i was raped by a 16 yr old that i was dating i guess but to me it was just friends at 13 i was still a child.


okay so i have told you about me not sure why but i guess i needed to vent about it.
why went you been abused do you attract the abusive people

i dont know were to go from here i do not to therapy but have thought about it.