I don't see a thing.
I don't hear a thing.
I feel nothing right now.
You're constant bombing of
my soul has left me numb.
I will never be good enough
for you.
When will you realize
that perfection doesn't
equal happiness?
I know I spend to much
time smelling the roses.
You always were so serious
and I am not.
Does that mean I don't belong?
I'm drenched in tears
wondering what the hell went wrong.
I'm no angel,
I'm more like a fool.
A fool who's crazy enough to think
that a little love all you
need to see things thru.
You want more than I
have to offer.
I can only do so much.
I cannot be in the dark
crying myself to sleep.
I'm lonely for your touch.
When will you learn that
unconditional love means
love without conditions?
Am I a fool to think it is.
You make me feel so helpless,
like I'm not good enough.
Am I supposed to suffer
until I please you?
Is it me you love
or is it the me you want me to be?

Yes! This is how I feel right now
to the very core of my soul.

My heart goes out to you, I do understand. This one is very heartfelt it
cuts through the heart to the soul. And no yer no fool join the group of
Dreamers but never give up. For when we quit dreaming we quit living.

i like that very much. it's very true in some of our lives including
myself. i've lived two years of that poem