Is Love Wrong?

Is love wrong?
As I stare into my deepest desire,
shadow of my dead baby
following me into the house,
can I really overcome the fear to love?
Opening into a new thought
of dedicated love for living?
Oh mom, when I try
to decide my best thought
for the evening,
to only reveal, I do love.
But what is the real desire?
Do I thrive more with passion
or do I thrive for love in despair?
Can I love both?
Hanging onto the memories
of what is the most comfort in life,
of when you would pray for my sleepless nights of bad dreams..
will I be there for my babies when they have that terrible dream?
Why question what God only knows.
Help is healing
but is it in passion or fear of love....desires...desires...
I wait to sail free..
for only in told poetry I reveal myself as I stare into your face, even though you're not here..I love you...or am i just trying to....think to love, Momma...think to love...

My Mary 10/20/2009

For your Mary...So much in that poem...

true love is that what is given
i must be selfless because i am only human
my motives will not always be true
because fear will obscure my path
and i can only have faith that i am given
that what will be sure to last
hand it over dude then have faith x

I will share this with her. It encourages her to know her heart is seen and understood.

Thank you for sharing the deepest part of you. I will share this with MY Mary.

always you hear, thank you

Please tell Mary that within those words she wrote, are the glimmers of healing shining brightly for her...Beautiful blessings for your Mary....

Such a great piece,
such vivid dreams & memories,
such desires.....

yes she is..vivid and beautiful..thank you