i hate you

everytime

everytime
you come around
you dumb me down

there was a time
when you were never
on me
in me
on this mind
and body

not having you
made me happier

I'd ask why

"why" me

I wish
I was lucky enough
to pray you away
and keep you
that way

to where?
not here

where you go
I don't care

the best gift
I could receive
most times is if
you would leave me be

or atleast answer me

when I ask you
why me

I wish you
could

get off me!

I pray
you would

leave me be!

everytime
you come around
you dumb me down

why am I hating
you

because you are
breaking me

so weak i must obey
when you want me

you use me

hump me

dump me

leave your mark

usually starting
when it gets dark

and cold

no thanks to you
I can't sleep

when I should

its no joke

no bueno

no good

the lumps on me

i wish you
didn't want me

my blood boiling
you bubbling

I know you
don't love me

the pain you
cause

keeps me
away from me

the healthier
man
I want to be

everytime
you come around
you dumb me down

I try to ignore you
but you are that one
who loves to;

attack me
and take me
away from me

it is no wonder
you are the reason
I am not happy
enough to have
a SHE

you never let me
be who I wanna BE!

the healhier side
of humanty

damaging me

you are a pain
in my ego

everytime
you come around
you dumb me down

I tried to ask
"please"
let go

but now I am
pist

get off me *****

let me go

I don't need this

everytime
you come around
you dumb me down

wearing gloves
to fight this

arthritus

out of water
a dry fish

breathing

being unhappy

thank you
arthritus

everytime you
crap on me

I realize
how precious
this life is
without you

one day
I will give up

you will win when
I no longer have
the strength
to fight you

maybe then
I will have a goodnight

without you

something
to look forward
too

when your gone

I will be
cool

until then

keep playing
me as a fool