Fighting the wind…throwing punches at air
It cuts deep and lingers
Ages of pain, longer than your life itself
Comes from generations
Long before your time
Deep within the sorrow,
Others perceive as strength
I admire the weakness
The untouched innocence
Like that of a child
One unscathed and pure
As I never was
As I was never allowed to be
Because of you
Some say there is change
Some say there is forgiveness
I say **** you
Creeping up upon me in a moment of bliss
Memories haunting
The moment so real
Your hand upon me
I say leave me alone
Fighting the wind…throwing punches at air
Cutting deep and lingering
Stinging and twisting my thoughts
Turning this heart to stone
A rock of strength
I say **** you
I say leave me alone
What doesn’t kill you; makes you strong
I say let me be weak
Let me return
To what I was meant to be
Before there was you

Thanks mirror...hard times right now. And these things cannot be pushed aside like normal. I am being forced to face them head on. I am such a coward.

me2

Rule Nr#1 from the LOA - Believe things can only get better and really do them.

Nice write Meghan

Thanks John...means a lot coming from you!

I admire the weakness
The untouched innocence
Like that of a child
One unscathed and pure
As I never was
As I was never allowed to be

^wow, nice insertion here, reminds me of the children of alcoholics....enjoyed the read throughout...very nice

Thank you...had some things to get off my chest at 4am apparently. Just started writing anything that came to mind, without editing or formatting and that's how it ended up. Glad you liked it!

nicely written ;-)

Tgc . .

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