In the light of day
When I had all but given up
I got to hear your voice
And it seems that was all the reassurance
That I needed.

I am surprised that you don't think
That I am completely psychotic by now.
Or Whiney or Needy or B*tching or
Anything but good for you.

I know that your reassurances
That it's okay
And you laughing at me telling you
That I am just being a stupid girl
Will end if I don't pull myself together.

One day was the vow.
We agreed on one day.
And your obligation has expired
But you aren't gone.

You are still there
You aren't like the other pains
That have occured in my life.
There is always that risk
But I feel your intentions are good.
And I will pull myself together.
Face my fears and worries.
And let go.

Tanya
9-28-2009

Beautiful words !!

Thank you!

And you got mail, girlfriend! *does the head bobbing and all*

Very pretty. Kind of exactly what I am going through right now with a guy I just met. Makes it a little easier to just let go and enjoy instead of second guessing myself.

Thanks for reading and commenting.

Very nice write

great write Tanya-good for you!!

Oh... if you look up 'Why Please' you will see my ranting and raving last night!


Thanks, fusion!

I agree. Learn to let go.

Beautiful writing

very nice write

Thanks! 'Tis a hard thing to do!

Thank you!

Letting go is hard but in time you heal and move on and life goes on and maybe a new love will be found. Anna x

Ah well, this letting go... is letting go of control and fear to be engulfed with love.

Awwwwwwww enqulfed by love sounds beautiful as long as you are allowed to breath and be you. Anna x

Of course, wouldn't have it any other way!



Thanks Chevy!

Control is a myth! Slip on your big girl panties and put your trust in YOU ... to handle whatever happens. You got it goin on sistah!


ooh and I liked the write ... and the rant last night

Thank you thank you thank you thank you!

My letting go is of something that really wasn't there. Girlie go be engulfed I want to keep hope it is out there for me.