Oh what wicked thoughts twist about
Fill my mind with hope and doubt
Whither away with every fray i grab onto
Not sure where if here or maybe even there
Not sure where to find what i am looking for
A stray thought that drifts away before it's caught
A memory of what could be but never was or would it be
These such things confusing me, abusing me
Wonder deep within the mess that is my memory
The doubt of what this is confusing me
I look away so not to see the hope of what i wish this to be
Look away quickly before my thoughts start drowning me
Forget the want the wish the need...but then again
The want i need but wish it to be more.....
Than just the want and need of you and me
Oh what wicked thoughts twist about