This is it.
This is how it begins.
So,so bored with all the cuts on my skin
So,so tired from all I haven't been
I gave myself a lesson in a thing called FADE
You know I became a dull & listless shade?
Dull & listless no matter how many times the sun came
I learned that lesson well, wanna hear how it goes?

It's all the same and the same all over again.

I moved from hellish heat to escape into bitter snows
So now a question of where to go?
All the other mees inside really don't know...
I peered into a star-filled sky,
inside my head the message flashed:

"ACCESS DENIED"

I hung my head for years and years
as the sky seemed to fly on by....
ACCESS DENIED, keep thyself to the ground
But, there are so many other interesting things to be found!

"KEEP THYSELF TO THE GROUND"

the message secreted in all forms of religion,
a secreted message for the terms of this prison
sunlight,air,flesh and sh** are some responsibilities given
And don't forget, it'll cost you...cost you...accost you...cost you

"ACCESS DENIED"

So in defiance I threw my own sh** into the sky
Nothing came to punish my deed,
Except for gravity as my own sh** fell on me
a crushed dream to search the star-filled sky,
and only once or twice I had cried
and this is it.
this is how it ends.

I liked this Fusion...Well written...

I must say your writes intrigue me.....

the struggle within ones` self, often leads to a **** storm of searching but, who better to recognize the stench?

i wonder how many really find the person they set out to be...


good write...

Thank you all for your comments and for reading, I appreciate it!

Good work...

I'm likin' this! You knew I would though

in the dark we find who we are,ever changing from lifes experiences,its how we look at them ,they're neither good or bad just experience accept or deny learn or die

Thanks MzEm, Different and bedlum1

write those feelings out

"It's all the same and the same all over again."




This reminded me of the movie Groundhog Day...in the end, "Phil" is a brand new man Fusion!

It's good to write them out, isn't it? They dont fester that way, thanks for reading!

That's a good movie angellight, and I hear your message loud and clear! Thanks for the uplift!

(((You're))) welcome!