***First off, I'd like to thank Gossipmpm for being my muse on this one***

As the blade stares blankly at me,
Only for me to create the art of pain.
This is how I let go, this is my release.
Take me away...my trusty blade.

As the cold steel starts its run at my arm,
I think back to the innocence of when I was young.
Running among the trees and flowing through the weeds.

As I remember I start to feel cold,
Like something came and took me away.
Puddle of madness in the middle of the woods.

As I lay down tonight not knowing if I will wake,
I wonder if anyone will remember me for who I am,
Or if it really was all just a great charade.

A flicker of hope is nonexistant in this world,
I cannot be understood or even appreciated today.

Tomorrow is another day, filled with lines of pride,
Pride is something I never knew, swallowed long ago.

As I lie here dreaming of a good life,
Hoping and praying for a God to take me away,
Wishing I could just be alive finally.

As I know to be true these things are not meant for me,
All the wishing and praying in the world won't bring me peace,
This is just my luck, terrible at all times and in every letter.

Speak to me through my varicose veins, beads dripping down my hand,
Shaking as I push on, crying as I cut along, I just wish I were gone,
This is my story book, my life gone wrong, this is my diary of regret.
Take me away...once again my trusty blade.

A flicker of hope is nonexistant in this world.
I cannot be understood or even appreciated today.

Tomorrow is another day, filled with lines of pride,
Pride just isn't here today, swallowed it yesterday.

A tear comes to my eye

One of the most put together writes I have EVER read

From a man not fully understood

A good man

A great man!!!

Someone I have come to respect!!

Thank you, it is much appreciated.

Hey Fear, this is awesome! I feel myself slipping away as I read this. Emoticon, Emoticon, there isn't one expressive enough for what I want to say. Awesome!

i cant actually think of a good way to put, how much i like this peice Fear

so i`ll just

Thanks mates!

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Wow!!!!

I am left speechless

Bravooooooooooooooo

You blow my mind. This needs to be here.

Like the others, I feel this is too amazing for words. You are now Prof Fear.

dude.............................................................you need a book.............with homemade bisquits and your poems in them!!!!! you left me speechless again.....Eddie Allen Poe has got nothing on you! bravo!!!!!


dammit............i can aways feel this **** on my skin.......oouuchh!!!!

You said it

"this needs to be here"

Speak to me this did, straight to the gut...you took me there and made me feel it all.

Thank you for all the comments, they are all very much appreciated.