You Can Always Have Another

Truth is, I do not know how
to be a friend
deep inside.
Even below
the surface
where I tend
to want to touch,
into that place
I find somewhere to
hide, protect
that part of me
that does not
know how to
dance this
or how to relate
in a normal way.
I see others doing it,
I think.
Is it what I want to see?
So I don't have to
learn how?
Do you see that in me?
Does it make it easier to
skim the words
and feel the meaning?
To be a friend,
a true friend,
is the dance
ours, yours, or
agreeing we are as we are?
I hide from you,
do friends play hide and seek?
Will you find me?

Raine Les 8/3/2009

very heartfelt lately.

great ponderings...

Lots of food for thought Sadie...Nice...

I'm taken back to our scrapbook memories
Muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh