Every day of my life.

I am from the west coast, California! Were we went hiking, camping, fishing, we ran on the beaches and went surfing. We took bikes rides for 7 hrs for fun. We took drives to other city's and goofed around or found a cool place for dinner.

The out look on children is to take care of them to adore them to praise them, give them what ever they want. To help them archive a higher goal in life and you the parent sacrifice yourself, your jobs and career your life for them to achieve. We put are kids first. NO matter what even through are marriages.. Kids come first.

I moved to a place I do not understand and 9 yrs later I still do not fit in.

I hate bars i do not drink, OK enough said...

I can't ride a horse, Ok enough said...

I hate country music.. Sorry but true.. it is so depressing.. I am so depressed in this state, all that happiness i possessed has been sucked dry out of me... there is nothing left.. drained....

no one is happy in this town, or state...

I would go home if i could, but i cant i still have 3 yrs more to go.

I came here to Oklahoma because my News paper told me that it was the best College in the united states for my children choice of careers... so i gave them 12yrs of my life... to do this..

I have been miserable ever since...and I don't see this changing any time in the near future..

i have tried to date: but they just don't get how important a family is.. or the responsibility that i take on so my adult kids can do this...

I thought this would be the best family country setting, small towns, less stress, lots of family time... Wrong... I was so wrong.

they are board out of there skin's. they are angry and mean to the kids. I know I take care of all there kids 7 days a week 24yrs a day for them and they treat there kids like they are nothing. they beat, and hit and abuse them. I cry every night in my soul for these kids..

I know it happens all over the place but Gee don't these people just want happy family's....???

So your right on the nail... I DO NOT FIT IN AND I THINK THIS EXPLAINS WHY I AM SO UNHAPPY... ALL THE TIME...

I just have not found the right, group to fit into.... and that is my fault not the states, not the people, not the town... I just need to try harder...

NOT>>>>>>

Thank you.. I love these post's.. I could not figure out why i was so unhappy... and now.. with this one thread.....

I feel like the truth has been realized from my inner soul.. I am angry.... I am frustrated.. and it is one hundred percent me..

I am doing this to myself after all... Thank you... This needs to change.....

what was that old saying... if you cant beet them Join them.... well may be there is a second situation..

make your own group........ or club... so they can complain about you.>>>>>>>> Haaaaaa haaa haa.....