Blood pumps thru body
but my heart stopped
beating long ago.
I'm alive, but I'm not living.
Lost me soul so long ago.
Was it stolen from me
or did I just freely give
it away? Sun is shining
brightly outside but it
rains for me today.

Just what did you think
would happen when put your
fingers thru my skull
and fucked around with my brain?
Just when I think I am in'
the clear you come right
back and do it all again.

I am only human.
There is so much I can take.
Thanks to you I'm having
nightmares, even tho I'm
wide awake. I try to smile
and I feel good for a moment
until I realize just how
fucking fake the shit just is.

I died a long time ago
tho I walk the streets of home
looking for my stolen soul,
the one that left me long ago.
I'm in a house of pain that
I call home. In a room I
sit all alone, feeling
the blood pump thru my veins.

My veins!
My veins!

If you never felt this way
it may all seem so insane
but to those who've lived
this to they will tell you
it's just the truth.
Just the plain sad fucking truth!

Soaked in blood and filled with
sorrow I look for hope within
tomorrow but I know when I
awake I'll the same as did
today. On and on it goes.

Gingerale, coke, lemon and lime
4 5 8 - 9 7 4 9
Iced Coffee with milk, no sugar for me.
6 4 2 - 3 7 6 3
Used to drink Yoohoo but can't seem to hold it,
Once owned a Ford Falcon but somebody 'stoled' it.


My father is cool, he trims up the hedges
Mom's kind of smooth but rough 'round the edges.
Once found a seashell, put it to my ear,
all that I heard was a-guzzling beer
Guzzling Beer, not what I expected
had me a Mexican but soon he defected
looked for him everywhere, thought he was nappin'
But he hit the pavement, Hirotchees were slappin
Someone told me he's back in Borrero
fryin' up churros in a fancy sombrero


Dined on raw fish with a guido beguiled
till he told me he'd die before having my child
Excuse me, I told him, I think you are mistaken
I would rather have triplets by sexy Clay Aiken
been burned before, but I'm still kind of shocky
Swallowed my pride and swore off the Saki


Low and behold a dude who says “Schmatza”
unorthodox fella who can't stomach matzah
A head full of curls and a nice Hebrew diction,
believes in his heart Aliens are nonfiction.
He ain’t into me, prefers to be single
I made sure my milk and his meat didn't mingle.

Stopped at the Quickchek to get me a bite
met up with 'ol Manny who put up a fight
mountain of misery~ terrble liar
asked for a bike and he gave me a tire.
Flattened but patched
my heart wasn't aching
I think it's a sign that the thing was worth breaking.


The back roads to Red Bank are bumpy and narrow
hard on the bones but good for the marrow
I looked at the clouds, shook out the lining
can't see the forest for all of my pining.
Ironic that shells echo the sea
when the old man batters them mercilessly?


Went to see the blueclaws
what can I say?
wanted for nothing
nothing got in my way
Got up to stretch,
winked at the thug
throws fits like a pitcher
but catches my hug.

We bark at each other
all night and all day
he tells me to sit
I tell him to stay

I told him to leave me
he ran like Ty Cobb
he won't be convicted
he thinks I'm a slob

Then I met Jesus
the last one I thought
would enter my life
for I thought all was naught

He cleaned up my soul
You would not even know me
Carried my grief
Though He never did owe me

The word says I am free
that I don't need to fear now
that all things are new
and that's good to hear now

Gingerale, coke, lemon and lime.
I am doin alright since he paid off my fine'
6 4 2 - 4 5 6 3
cellphone's gone missing but Helet me go free.

Blood was powerfully sad and lonely. Maybe in need of a transfusion?

Thanks for what you wrote. It cheered me up.