The sands of time constancely falling, through my hourglass of life.

Tormented fibers of my soul, tugging, pulling, all my inspirations
and hopes down.....

Infecting every facet of my will to believe or even think..

Thoughts demenishing, dreams forgotten, memories erasing..

Weighted chains of sorrow felling every corner of my glance.

Doom, death looms, blackened fate of dispare.

This constant strain of erosin absorbing every molecure that beats within me.

Time shattered, each breath counted with a sigh...

No future, only GOD'S weak determination to sustain my being.

Internal shades of happy at the thoughts of my last breath.
Knowing then, I will be at peace.

Friends, family, tears, leaving them all...
All that was, will still be.
The only thing missing will be me.

From my beginning fears and night long tears.

Now rest in the certainty of my life ending.

Only through death shall I feel a better way,
than to live like this everyday.

No goodbyes, no standing ovations or sad eyed sorrows.
Just an end to all my tomorrow's.

Live, Laugh, and Love, just condesending memo's of what can't be.

Please remember THIS and ME.
GOD is GREAT, beer is good, and PEOPLE are FUC%ING crazy.

oh my God,...that is so freakin heavy,....

we`re all gonna be coming with you,..

Such a deep expression of grief...

May some level of hope envelop and sustain you T.

You are a good person, a good man.

Blessed be.

This THOUGHT in words, came from me loving some people who are dying, and my own mother's outlook on her will to live on at her age of 86...WE ALL take livng as a pleasure and expected,,,,THIS was my best at FEELING their hearts, from the inside out.

I hope it in even a small way, lets us living relize that SOME,
Find DEATH,,A better alternative...

Thsnks for reading this and caring...I love you guys (girls) here...

Perhaps you feel me and those here that tend to share these heavy solicitations. Tomorrow at 521a, it will be 4 years that he left, I did not get to say my last goodbye, though we said it to each other everyday. I feel the weight of your heart, the goodness that cannot always be lifted from lonliness.
You can hold a candle, raise a glass and still in that deep blaring quiet, your arms feel empty and solace pulls your breath from you around each bend that meets you, wide eyed, hoping for blind love and peace. Though we all embrace you here and have felt your moments, especially, lately, you do not feel our warmth that we would wrap you in ..in a heartbeat. Sometimes, there are too many words, sometimes, not enough..
Just Love, Terry, for you..
Sadie

Perhaps you feel me and those here that tend to share these heavy solicitations. Tomorrow at 521a, it will be 4 years that he left, I did not get to say my last goodbye, though we said it to each other everyday. I feel the weight of your heart, the goodness that cannot always be lifted from lonliness.
You can hold a candle, raise a glass and still in that deep blaring quiet, your arms feel empty and solace pulls your breath from you around each bend that meets you, wide eyed, hoping for blind love and peace. Though we all embrace you here and have felt your moments, especially, lately, you do not feel our warmth that we would wrap you in ..in a heartbeat. Sometimes, there are too many words, sometimes, not enough..
Just Love, Terry, for you..
Sadie
Sadie thats just about the sweetest thing anyone's ever told me, THANK YOU.

And as you did not get to say your goodbye,,,,,HE heard yours as he whispered his to you,wink.
My dad never said I love you nor me to him..He's been gone over twenty years and STILL...that NEVER,,,,stays in my mind forever..
Finding a desire or will to WANT,,,,,ANYTHING for one's self as to
them feeling up-lifted,,,,Is sometimes but a false expectation of their real desires..so if oe wants to depart and look to THAT entidy as their UP.....who are ANY of us to say THATS not right,wink,
Feel your peace as you felt all his love when he was here, to KNOW it still remains with him now.
YOU wll see him once more when GOD calls you home, promise...GOD'S
promise to us all......

Perhaps you feel me and those here that tend to share these heavy solicitations. Tomorrow at 521a, it will be 4 years that he left, I did not get to say my last goodbye, though we said it to each other everyday. I feel the weight of your heart, the goodness that cannot always be lifted from lonliness.
You can hold a candle, raise a glass and still in that deep blaring quiet, your arms feel empty and solace pulls your breath from you around each bend that meets you, wide eyed, hoping for blind love and peace. Though we all embrace you here and have felt your moments, especially, lately, you do not feel our warmth that we would wrap you in ..in a heartbeat. Sometimes, there are too many words, sometimes, not enough..
Just Love, Terry, for you..
Sadie
Sadie thats just about the sweetest thing anyone's ever told me, THANK YOU.

And as you did not get to say your goodbye,,,,,HE heard yours as he whispered his to you,wink.
My dad never said I love you nor me to him..He's been gone over twenty years and STILL...that NEVER,,,,stays in my mind forever..
Finding a desire or will to WANT,,,,,ANYTHING for one's self as to
them feeling up-lifted,,,,Is sometimes but a false expectation of their real desires..so if oe wants to depart and look to THAT entidy as their UP.....who are ANY of us to say THATS not right,wink,
Feel your peace as you felt all his love when he was here, to KNOW it still remains with him now.
YOU wll see him once more when GOD calls you home, promise...GOD'S
promise to us all......


A Way About You

It is only you.
Reaching and loving when,
We are so blue.
So many times,
You surprise us and wink
So very tender
Past the tears and we blink.
Such a strength,
To hold your own
Turning the tides,
Knowing cold winds have blown.
Your reach is so deep
Wonderful you're here.
Thanks for your hug.
Your love is so clear.

Raine Les 7/10/2009

I wish everyday that the compassion for another was felt by EVERYONE. I know there are MANY here who suffer depression and have had MAJOR issue's in life that has brought there world down around their shoulders...FEELING GRIEF,,,,is to be human....
SHOWING compassion, is something many have a hard time doing...

HOPELESS! I never really THOUGHT the implications of all that word means,wink..
It covers MANY avenues...

{{{BigBearHuggie T}}}

Thanks Miss T and GOD bless ya and keep you always full of light and smiles...

way to go brother man