Today without much sleep, I was awaken to my surprise. I hear knocks at
my door, and I see my father standing there. He tells me to get ready
and we are going to have lunch. I cannot tell you a time that I can
recall since my mom and dad separated as a little boy, that this has
ever happened. Despite the mixed feelings I have from the last bit of
things I have experienced, I feel for once I am making the hard, yet
best choices for me at this time. It is allowing me to physically and
spiritually grow. I already am gaining the confidence I have longed
for. Transforming from a boy to a man, and yet to my surprise, the rest
of the world can already see it. Today I was greeted by every
unfamiliar face with smiles. I sat and had a talk with my father and
what I am going through, and he shared his experiences. Today I feel
loved like no other day of my life. Today I feel blessed like no other
day of my life. Today I rejoiced, for I am alive and the Lord is with
me. I share this with you, and ask that whatever it is you are going
through, you stand your ground. For I now truly know and understand,
that the most challenging things in life that you face, only really do
make you stronger. And it is all for a reason. No sacrifice or
hardship goes without some reward. Have faith, show love, and never
lose hope. Today was indeed, the greatest day of my life, and I look
forward to many more.


Sorry everyone, I know I have been a little focused on me lately,
although I wanted to share this with all of you for you are all my
friends. You are all that I have. Hopefully this can give someone
something to joke about. Maybe even inspire someone. Entertain
atleast. Whatever it is, I thank you for taking the time, and I hope
all is well with you.

faustino

I'm so happy for you. It brought joy to my heart to read your post.
And as your friend, thank you for sharing it with me.

I have come to enjoy reading your posts and want to thank you for
allowing me into yur life even for a brief moment you are an inspiration

aaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwe, thank you everyone. I love you guys.

HEY Random
DONT EVER say youre sorry for FOcusing on YOURSELF..
if you dont do it.. it may not get done.. when needed.. we all need to
focus on ourselves sometimes.. what you said was great.
bigbay

That is so wonderful, Faustino!

love from me

geesh u should write a book ever think of it?

wow, wonderful! you deserve that.

Actually, I am planning on writing, because I think that is
why I am probably way too sensitive. I just don't know how to start it
off. LOL That's my biggest problem. But yes, people keep telling me I
should write, so perhaps if I can seek some quick guidance on how to get
started, I just might. I always wanted to be a writer or director for
film, which is what I am going to go to school for this Fall for sure.
I know I keep saying it, but I mean it this time. I can't postpone it
anymore.

Faustino---glad to hear the news about you and your dad!!


You have the talent and intellect to become a writer. You also have a
great imagination...The 1st couple of posts I read from you showed me
you have that talent. Please pursue your dreams...you could be
great...good luck!!

Hi! Maybe this can help you get started?

http://www.wga.org/

Writers Guild of America

Thank you so much. I am going to check that out. I Love all you guys.
I didn't know who I was until I ran into you all. You have helped me
grow. thank you

Hi Faustino, it's good to hear from you, so glad you had a good day, and
that you're doing so well.

If you put your spirit into what you write, it would have to be good,
because you have a beautiful soul.

Hey thanks. Not seeking any sympathy, but lately, it has been all tears
for me. I wish I wasn't so sensitive, but I can't sleep right or stop
crying. Then I am fine. I feel I have grown, and I am able to smile
and laugh. But then I go right back into crying again. My eyes are
tired of swimming in my tears. I am moved by everything, yet it is hard
to move myself with such a heavy heart. I feel like something great
should come along the way, but I haven't the slightest clue as to what
it is. I find myself seeking answers from anything. I even lowered
myself to a few fortune cookies (This is where you all laugh). I dunno.
Time heals the pain right? I just keep blaming myself. Right now, I am
just concerned for my ex. She doesn't want anything to do with me, as
if I made up my mind I want to be with someone else. I have no idea how
this mystery girl feels about me, and I don't care. If I am single
after all this, that is fine. The important thing was that I am growing
into a man. I managed to leave my comfort zone, my security, just for
an ounce of faith in my feelings that I choose to pursue.

I just keep feeling like I may have wronged my ex, although when she
finds that special guy, she is going to understand why this all
happened. I just wish I could be there in her life to be happy for her.
Maybe God will give me that right if I earn it.

I was happy to read this Faustino

Hey Faus
Nice