Well, my dog has been acting odd this morning. He is old, so I know it is a matter of time before he goes, not any easier as he has been my only friend out here for the last three years. It is hard to watch him like this, I have tears in my eyes right now writing this. My chest is heaving and my breathing heavy, blurry vision coupled with peaceful thoughts of our past we shared.

Remembering how my Great Dane got ahold of his tail and screwed it up so it would never curl back up again, or how he fell off my bed one night when I was trying to get comfortable (still feel bad about that one). The tears are streaming down my cheek now, he is my friend, my old friend. Or how every time I come home from work it is like the first time he has seen me in years (he is always excited to see me, I will miss this most).

He's lived long, but it isn't any easier to watch him go. The tears are at my chin now, dripping on my clothes. He's spent the last three years at my side, always loyal, and always there. This doesn't make losing him any better, or a softer fall. My arms are shaking now, my hands losing their coordination.

This is my old friend, he will be sorely missed...

I know your pain all to well.

awwww..that's a great write. its hard to lose an animal.

Sorry!

I am sorry

I was raised with dogs my whole life and my philosophy is as this.

Dogs bring you so much joy to you, in their short lives, that the pain of having to let them go is so minimal, compared to the joy they've given you.

I know it prolly doesn't help how you feel, but think of all the good memories and times, you might be crying and laughing at the same time.

Dang Fear! I am so sorry. Been through that myself a time or two and it is hard. Very hard to love them enough to let them go.

Ohhhhhhhh I hate it when we lose our friends!!!

I had a few good pooches in my life die too...
I find the best way to get through it is to go rescue another one down at the pound...

I can empathize. I've gone through this many times with my feline family and it never gets easier. I've got one now who is so full of life, but I can tell he's getting older. Such a sweet silly boy with a swell personality and lots of love.

Please, though, if he's getting that badly off and miserable, diseased, make the plans to get him put to rest. I wish we could do that for people if they don't want to be around or suffer anymore.

I am sorry to hear you are going through this pain and sorrow about your pup.. Just cherish the time you have left with him and make him as comfortable as possible..

He's not miserable, his physical ability is degrading. He's happy as long as he is around us, too take that away from him I think would make him miserable. He's been with us for about 13 years, I spoiled him this morning and fed him like a champ...figure if he doesn't have much time left with us, I might as well make it even more comfortable for him and spoil the hell out of him.

Bless your heart...I have known that feeling as well... It is an honor to have these sweet little souls come into our lives & share the sorrow & the joy...I like seeing this depth in you...

Well. well......every dog has his day.

I can empathize as well as sympathize with your situation, pal. I went through it two years ago with my best friend, my cat of TWENTY years. It was absolute hell watching her slowly fade away from me, after all the years and trials that we'd been through together. I still miss her terribly.

I'm so sorry... All of us on Mingle2 will be here for you man... Keep your chin up... seems like the last 3 years of your dogs life has been the best... He had the bestest friend ever and that was and is You

I'm so sorry.

sending hugs your way.... one for you and one for your dog

even though i have many it never gets any easier, i know ur pain too well my friend