I actually considered it...
But I didn't think you'd catch the reference...
And I really didn't feel like spending more time explaining what I meant...

You asked for it!!!


Your mineral bath is ready followed by a massage at 2:00.

This is to be followed by appetizers and a facial mud (complete with Cucumber slices).

You have a choice with Temple Mist, Island Passion, or Cool breeze incense.

Then you will have a salon session with Juan Fabulosos from Brazil. Gay as a sunny day in may but what the hay... He knows his way around a pair of scissors.

At 4:00 you will be getting a manicure and pedicure.

At 5:30 beach blanket dinner on the beach next to a fire pit and lots of Dairies with the little umbrella in it.
After that???

Hmmmmmmm.....


Feeling pampered yet????

That's the story of my life...
And frankly...
I'm getting sick of feeling like a lazy asshole all of the time.

Sounds overwhelming... But I could definitely use the haircut... I'm tired of cutting and dying it myself...

Can't say as I've ever tried shaving in a bath with a kid running around but I imagine it's great for the band aid corporation lol

Nah, you just get creative. My daughter did the same thing when she was little, I got her the crayola bath crayons and told her to draw me a picture. While she was busy doing that, I shaved as fast as humanly possible, lol.

niiiicceeeeee....out thinking the "mini me's"

And now you are in need of some spoiling?

Who are you to judge how strife one's life is over your own...
People who are so pessimistic find themselves alone at the end of the day..

I helped Phuque lock them all in her basement. You'll have to ask her for the key.

Condescending much?

You speak of this toddler like it is some kind of burden...

You act like your are the only overworked single mother who has to juggle children around..

Buck up Cowgirl and grow a freaking backbone and stop playing with the wisbhone...

Things will only get harder for you from here on out.. and if you can't take it now do us all the favor and get out of the race...

it's okay

it amuses me

The Crayola bath crayons are great... So were the markers...
Until my little monster bit the tips off of them.
Not such a good distraction anymore...
LOL.

I never once spoke of my son as a burden... You my friend comprehended it that way. Might say a little bit about your psyche...
Nor did I ever once try to pretend like I'm the only one who's had parenting rough...

However if you'd like to take the time and read my posts as if I'm a human, and not some kind of threat to all of the online **** you think you'll get, it'd be appreciated greatly.

I suppose the question has been answered.

There's a huge difference between pessimism and realism.

What in the hell is wrong with people these days?
This was not an attack, and if you want to keep being a narrow minded female dog you can go to some other forum topic and get your show on the road.

All I was hinting at is that from what you had stated to me, obviously you hadn't lived my life, which you in fact, you HAVEN'T.
It sounded like you had it pretty nice with your past boyfriends/girlfriends/whatever, so much to the point that you obviously have more than a shred of self esteem.

I have a personality, but being abused by as many lovers, and ex-step fathers, etc, that I have been abused by, my self esteem has been shot. Unfortunately.

But, whatever.

I can tell myself I'm pretty as much as I want to...
But in the long run the sheer fact of the matter is that I'm still the one saying it to myself...
Not much of a boost, with my dualing perceptions of myself.

Not everyone is normal.
Some people have had environmentally nurtured personality disorders form throughout life.
I'm one of them...
But, I'm not the only one.

I am SOOOOOOO FREAKING GLAD someone here can make that one discretion between the two!

What the heck is so wrong with looking at things realistically? You can not paint on smiles when you are on a a sinking ship in the middle of nowhere! Now griping about it while trying to save the ship is not pessimism. That is just an observation of a fuqued situation. A pessimist sits on the side lines not doing anything other than try to claw the eyes out of another passenger to get off the ship. How many optimists will you find in a disaster?


POW!




Also you said a very funny word...

Normal.

Yeah, by who's yardstick?

Survival isn't pretty. Not everyone has money to make all the bad go away.

Tough times make us get super critical of ourselves. This leads to behaviors to try to minimize the impacts of change but sometimes these behaviors are detrimental. Other times we have to face adversity and when we have to do it alone we become 'shelled' or 'calloused' in ourselves which not only affects ourselves but those around us. Loneliness is a drag and can make us all make horrible mistakes and one of them is attacking ourselves in our own minds.

If you allow yourself to live in a victim's mind set you become a enduring victim yourself. Youth has major disadvantages in that you did not have the wisdom or experience to deal with your a fore mentioned intrusions of your person. Brooding on it does not do you any good. The reality of it is you have to find ways of coping with yourself and stop seeing a weak and frail person in the mirror. One thing that may help and I recommend this a lot is finding a Martial art form that feels right for you. I always recommend Judo because the emphasis is on self defense. That is only one component to doing something with your life besides wasting it on self pity.

If your pic is not misrepresentation you are hot. Who are you kidding? On top of that your brain definitely does more than act as a paperweight. Even the smartest and strongest people have to come out from under the shadows of other people's insanity and dysfunction. Breaking chains of past is hard but not impossible. Also not letting loneliness eat at you from within is VERY Hard. The thing is jumping into another relationship can be just as hazardous to yourself as having been in a bad relationship. I would advise (Uh oh, the doctor is in) you focus more on yourself. You sound like you are also at a cross roads trying to make some heavy decisions about yourself. It is hard to make a decision on what to do with ourselves but maybe you should pursue what you want to do with yourself more and not focus on the pain. I am not saying ignore it but face it in small doses first until you can finally face what is really eating at you.


I may be guessing a lot about you but I have seen this before in others. Relationship was bad, past trauma at the hands of family members (trust me about understanding how family can be your worst enemy) as well as other external factors can make any sane person act strange trying to deal with the hypocrisy and evil that is innate to life itself.


Yes part of it is you but the rest is environmental but the question is do you adapt and overcome, or do you shrivel up and conform, or do you pull up roots and move on to a new environment?

Here is a question a lot of people never seem to have any single one line answer to,

What do you ultimately want for YOU?

Knowing that can be half the battle.

Other than that keep a stiff upper lip!

Its a rocky road ahead but at least there is a road!

Oh...

Rocky Road Ice Cream....



Now I crave it. Shooot!

i still ated dem all