Topic: Dear Diary...........OMG another Diary Part 120 + - part 24 | |
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you just need to get laid........
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love of mine
someday you will die but Ill be close behind Ill follow you into the dark Hey do you ever listen to Death cab for cutie??? |
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dear diary............seriously...............19 yr old boys need to not nudge me.........cause thats kinda creepy!!
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My net totally locked up for the last 10 minutes. Had to reboot. And eat.
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Hey the countys finally plowing the streets! Only been 24 hours. They wait till everyones dead before they plow.
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Oh.......I thought you went for a quickie~~
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Hey the countys finally plowing the streets! Only been 24 hours. They wait till everyones dead before they plow. <---------im not used to snow!!!! THIS IS TOTALLY UNACCEPTABLE BEHAVIOUR FROM THE GODS!! |
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Everyone else musta got knocked off too.
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Ive decided to blame WISCONSIN and all of its inhabitants.
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Everyone else musta got knocked off too. |
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I wish you only knew how I wish things were different gyps. My new life starts today. I'm going to put my all into my new job. I'm going to dedicate myself like no other. 17 years of being beaten down took quite a toll on my psyche. Knowing that I have a chance at a better life is a great pick me up. The desperation and depression over the last few months has made me crazy.
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I understand......
The thing is with men is that they equate all our their worth to their jobs......and money. The only thing is......one day it could kill you. There must be more than that??? |
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And watching the sinking ship of my former job gives me some reprieve knowing I'm not on it anymore. But watching it go down from shore- I'm just not satisfied with how slow its descent. I want to help it submerge and put the nasty f*cker out of its misery.
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And watching the sinking ship of my former job gives me some reprieve knowing I'm not on it anymore. But watching it go down from shore- I'm just not satisfied with how slow its descent. I want to help it submerge and put the nasty f*cker out of its misery. But then again I have anger too........mostly because people like to fukc with my feng shui.........my harmony. LIFE IS SUPPOSED TO BE FUKCING HARMONIOUS NO???? |
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Isn't there a planet motorcycle I can move to?
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Current pic. Mr debating future.
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iTS A fight or flight world......and in all honesty........I have chosen flight.
Conflict....how do people deal with it???? I dont know how to be diplomatic at all.......I just go for the throat...... and If I dont........I retreat........thus flight.........gone. |
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I get so mad I want to cry........
I dont know how to deal with anger very well...... I dont know how to deal with conflict... |
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Current pic. Mr debating future. |
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And tara? Don't confuse my hopelessness for my anger. I'm feeling hopeless. Trust me- everyone knows my anger. Its renowned. Chuck norris strength in my anger. Superman powers. I scared the crap out of some people a couple weeks ago. Good story.
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