Sorry, had an emergency call. OK for now, we'll see.

Well, hey, we have a baseline to start w/, love.

I think that these diagnostics can, often do, drop off w/ nutritional deficiencies brought into abatement. You've simply got to eat well and take your nutrients.

You know now that you were self medicating the imbalance, that only brought much more imbalance. You've turned back to life and are walking towards that lifeline, instead of away now. That is SO key.

Now, we rebuild, we regroup. This is so doable! I've got a good sense you are at the threshold of a life that is finally WORTH living!

Thanks. I believe your right. I tried to balance all these things for years but everything would eventually crash. I couldn't work, then I destroyed all my relationships. I've been on dis-ability since 2003. Moved here with my girlfriend 3 years ago but she left me shortly there after. Found myself in a strange city with no job, no money, no friends no phone, no family, no computer and a tv that only picked up 2 channels. I've been hospitalized 3 times in the last year. Fortunately things are getting better. I've got a great group of friends here now, started talking to my family again and I've quit drinking. I realize now that things could've been worse. I never wound up homeless ya' know...and I'm still alive. I realize lately that things aren't hopeless. I've learned some tricks that help me feel better such as volunteering at the hospital and spending time doing things I enjoy such as reading and writing and creating. I feel very fortunate today. Still I have this lingering sense of impending doom sometimes though. Like, my first reaction to this whole apt. mess was that I'd wind up getting evicted. I'm sure that won't happen but I can't help worrying.

You know. Sometimes, the best thing life can do for you is call you into dire isolation - in a safe cave experience. Away from all, and secure, the inner work can really progress. You are doing some amazing sorting. There is a reason so much was taken away!

One thing, as you begin to reinstate family/friend relationships, be cautious. Ones that communicating w/ seems to bring more stress than calm? Examine and respond, take pause. Takes a long time to learn that not everyone needs to come back through the out door. If it has to go to recycle for inner sanctum security? Pay attention. Don't allow ANY unhealthy connections now, family/blood or not. Be very gentle w/ yourself, and guarded! GO SLOW!

Well, I am listening and wishing you were closer that I could actually run some tests. Think I've a good sense of some nutrients I'd put you on. I'm not good w/ western medicine though, compatibility w/ what I'd design, etc.

My 1st instinct is firing glutamics, 5-htp(!!!) and Holy Basil...

Right on! Thanks for listening cuz' I needed to clear my brain. I've gotta' run now though cuz' I've got to help a friend take some stuff to Goodwill. I'll be talking with you later. Luv ya'-Kevin

Love you too babe! Stay steady and DON'T worry - distract, distract, distract!!! You are doing fine! Kate

O.K. My crazy day has winded down. Whew.

Hey, sweetchecks! We should be chillin' in your God is in the details thread, hint, hint.

Gratitude journalin', yeah, baby, yeah ...

Yea, yr right. This is a good day for the details thread.

Hello. Anybody wanna' play?

*LOOKS AROUND* Are you all by your lonely today?

Yea and it's a shame cuz' I'm in rare form today.

Hello. How are you today?

oh oh.... YOU have company... LOL

doin good.................

jus checkin out the threads...............kinda slow all over today huh???

how are you???

Doin' o.k. Having a nice day to myself...wreaking havok on the In My Pants thread. (lol) This your first visit to THE RUMPUS ROOM?

ive skimmed thru a few times..............but the first time posting!!!


lookin for something "NEW" to have fun in for awhile!!

Well welcome aboard. I guess this thread is a little "special".

"special"?????


anything I NEED TO KNOW BOUT?????