*YELLS* WHAT THE HECK AM I DOING ON THIS WEBSITE!....*sarcastically SNICKERS* Oh yeah I AM SEARCHING FOR TRUE LOVE! I have loved and I have been loved, but I have NEVER been IN LOVE... At 48 years YOUNG I am physically, emotionally, mentally and SPIRITUALLY healthier than I have ever been. I am of Mexican/Native American (navajo tribe) descent. I am energetic and full of life and I thank GOD every single morning for the very BREATH that I am breathing. I don't mind watching the "BOOB TUBE" every now and then but only if it's educational or informative. I am a Jack Nicholson fan and after watching "IRON MAN" with Robert Downey Jr. I think I will say YES when he asks me to marry him, lol... I probably have watched every single episode of the Twilight Zone and Outer Limits and yes I am BRAGGING lol... I love to read and exercise and being that I haven't been out much this year, I haven't been able to do the other things I love like, bicycling, hiking, sight-seeing, traveling, going to garage sales, thrift stores, horseback riding, motorcycling. What do I do to relax? Listen to music, read, take long baths, did I mention l o n g baths, I mean REALLY LONG BATHS? Lol, I only listen to christian music like ThirdDay, Jeremy Camp, Pocket full of Rocks, Lincoln Brewster, Selah, Salvador and this is just mentioning a FEW,the variety is INCREDIBLE... I am a FIRM BELEIVER in NOT allowing NEGATIVITY into my life. NEGATIVITY draws and can only produce NEGATIVITY and that is not what GOD means by living in ABUNDANCE. I am a very affectionate, playful, loving and compionate person that views the world optimistically. I am not a religious fanatic but I do believe that JESUS CHRIST is my LORD and SAVIOUR and that GOD is the SOVEREIGN GOD! I by choice live a drama free life, the book of Eccl. (OT) 3:1-8 clearly states that our lives will not be perfect and that there is a season for everything. My faith in the PROMISES of the LIVING GOD have made me a woman of ALL SEASONS, even enduring through the SANDSTORMS. I am not materialistic (been there done that...Ugh) and I choose to live a very simple life. I do not live in the past, and refuse to let the what ifs or could have beens hinder my today. I know that tomorrow is not promised to me, so in saying that, I strive to live my day to the fullest and that choice is to to live in the abundance of life, love and happiness through the LORD JESUS CHRIST. Jesus says in the book of Matthew 11:28-30 28 come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. 29 take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. 30 for my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. the above scripture is the reason I live a VICTORIOUS LIFE. I have learned that sensuality is not just about outer appearance, sensuality should be the reflection of a womans heart and soul. A woman should be soft spoken, submissive, encouraging, unselfish, supporting, humble. I graduated from Business College in 1989 and I found that by the year 2000, my life was by no means being fruitful or fullfilling so I switched over to healthcare. At the moment I work fulltime as a NA and I go to school fulltime persuing a BA in Social Work. The OT bible states that woman was made from mans rib so of course NATURALLY my desire for male companionship dwells deeply within me.... I beleive that the man who GOD has ORDAINED for me will make himself known to me, after all, GOD is in COMPLETE CONTROL. PET PEEVES 1. A person that is so FULL OF THEMSELVES that they have become their own GOD. 2. Nothing worse than a PERSON that BLAMES everything on someone or something else and takes ZERO accountability ... ugh... I beleive that ORGANIZED RELIGION has become a poison that seeps through the heart and souls of innocent people. I would just like to add, MATEIRALISM AND STATUS does not IMPRESS ME! A human beings WORTH should not be JUDGED on what he/she has or who he/she knows. My perfect first date would be to sit in a comfortable setting and ask each other a gazillion questions (giggling, I know there is NO such word as GAZILLION but who cares lol.. ) To message Godwhispers you MUST meet the following criteria. Male Age between 38 and 52 Live in United States Must not have messaged users looking for intimate encounters or sex. Must not be looking for Intimate Encounter Must not do drugs Must not be married Must not smoke