Hold me close and lie in to my eyes
When you leave me shut off your phone and you'll never hear my cries
I just expect the worst from every relationship
who could love me, you say you love me but I see my self in the mirror I don't buy it

The weather freezes my bones to the marrow
And the older I get the more my vision gets narrow
I feel like the jaded old man I swore I'd never be
washed up, used up, un-drugged up and angry

I have become the flaccid phallic symbol
once proud and hopeful to find some place to belong
I never noticed I was inches from an asshole
And I never found a place be because I wasn't that long

But the sex never mattered to the one that left me
and I know I should believe you when you say you are happy
I wish i could kill the uncertainty she left inside me
I mean it when i say it to you, and I hope you mean it when you say you love me.