Topic: Insecurities; it isn't good, just had to write to get it ou
JTstrang's photo
Mon 12/15/08 08:54 AM
I do not like what I've become
listless in life feeling dumb
Time to put away all my toys
The loud noise they make leave most annoyed

I hear your stories from your past
The three women and the guys who didn't last
You say I'm wonderful but I can't help think
what If something better comes along and are you really pleased?

I feel inadequate I feel so useless
You tell me I'm just wonderful when we kiss
But I've heard this song before; I was left feeling dumb
And when she walked out the door to some guy who made her cum
in a way I never could.
I'm so sorry for what I've become
Selfish and insecure when all you've show me is love

When I hold you at night I wonder when it will end?
What if you fall again for your baby's dad?
If he gets his **** straight, stays out jail and gets a job
Shaves twice a day and says he loves you because he found god

I am so sorry baby, I don't believe in all that you do.
I don't have anything against religion; like the the kind you do
I just can't put my faith in something that fails
I can't believe in fairy tales
But I hope you know I almost believe in you.
Right now I put my faith in you.

MirrorMirror's photo
Mon 12/15/08 09:10 AM
bigsmile niceflowerforyou

d4tc's photo
Mon 12/15/08 10:01 AM
drinker

jimz's photo
Tue 12/16/08 11:06 AM
good write

imsingle951's photo
Tue 12/16/08 12:04 PM
Nice job