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nite debbie
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my past is what has made me who i am today. there are things in my past i cant (and dont want to) ever forget. if i do then i will become what i have worked so hard to not be, if that makes any sense. i have done a whole lot of things in my life i am far from proud of, but at the same time i am no longer ashamed of them either. they are all things that have made me who i am. i figure as long as there has been some form of growth then NOTHING is ever truely that bad.
i sound like i am rambling, sorry |
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Night Deb and Woody love ya guys!
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my past is what has made me who i am today. there are things in my past i cant (and dont want to) ever forget. if i do then i will become what i have worked so hard to not be, if that makes any sense. i have done a whole lot of things in my life i am far from proud of, but at the same time i am no longer ashamed of them either. they are all things that have made me who i am. i figure as long as there has been some form of growth then NOTHING is ever truely that bad. i sound like i am rambling, sorry No you say whatever you would like darling... I've been rambling all night. Sometimes you just need to. |
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my past is what has made me who i am today. there are things in my past i cant (and dont want to) ever forget. if i do then i will become what i have worked so hard to not be, if that makes any sense. i have done a whole lot of things in my life i am far from proud of, but at the same time i am no longer ashamed of them either. they are all things that have made me who i am. i figure as long as there has been some form of growth then NOTHING is ever truely that bad. i sound like i am rambling, sorry No you say whatever you would like darling... I've been rambling all night. Sometimes you just need to. |
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Thanks folks. I am relatively new around here, really. And like some, I make a ton of mistakes. But I hope to get to know you folks. I can use some more friends these days. I been kind of following along, hoping to fit in. Its been a pleasure to just be a part.
for the girls for the guys ummmm one of these spock things in case there are some mixtures of other girl/guynesses out there (you never know, its the Internet...) |
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my past is what has made me who i am today. there are things in my past i cant (and dont want to) ever forget. if i do then i will become what i have worked so hard to not be, if that makes any sense. i have done a whole lot of things in my life i am far from proud of, but at the same time i am no longer ashamed of them either. they are all things that have made me who i am. i figure as long as there has been some form of growth then NOTHING is ever truely that bad. i sound like i am rambling, sorry No you say whatever you would like darling... I've been rambling all night. Sometimes you just need to. true, then i will not apologize for it again |
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Edited by
TelephoneMan
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Sat 12/13/08 11:21 PM
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my past is what has made me who i am today. there are things in my past i cant (and dont want to) ever forget. if i do then i will become what i have worked so hard to not be, if that makes any sense. i have done a whole lot of things in my life i am far from proud of, but at the same time i am no longer ashamed of them either. they are all things that have made me who i am. i figure as long as there has been some form of growth then NOTHING is ever truely that bad. i sound like i am rambling, sorry ^^^ wow... what she said.... +1!!!!!! |
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Thanks folks. I am relatively new around here, really. And like some, I make a ton of mistakes. But I hope to get to know you folks. I can use some more friends these days. I been kind of following along, hoping to fit in. Its been a pleasure to just be a part. for the girls for the guys ummmm one of these spock things in case there are some mixtures of other girl/guynesses out there (you never know, its the Internet...) Well thank you for opening up to us and letting us into such an intimate part of your life. |
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Thanks folks. I am relatively new around here, really. And like some, I make a ton of mistakes. But I hope to get to know you folks. I can use some more friends these days. I been kind of following along, hoping to fit in. Its been a pleasure to just be a part. for the girls for the guys ummmm one of these spock things in case there are some mixtures of other girl/guynesses out there (you never know, its the Internet...) Well thank you for opening up to us and letting us into such an intimate part of your life. lol... I am such a recluse... haha its actually hard to open up sometimes... seems like I can sense a new topic here.... |
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indeed, tis never easy
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not wanting to take over anybody's job or nthin'... but it seems like the late night talk show version of in your face is now on... and my question might be....
How do we deal with the past if it has been one of hurt, abuse, frustration, or (fill-in-the-blank___________) of negative stuff? |
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time and the ability to move on
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indeed, tis never easy guess its true, nothing in life worth having is easy |
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not wanting to take over anybody's job or nthin'... but it seems like the late night talk show version of in your face is now on... and my question might be.... How do we deal with the past if it has been one of hurt, abuse, frustration, or (fill-in-the-blank___________) of negative stuff? one nano second at a time |
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I wish I could give you the solution but it's impossible because everyones healing process is different. I know for me to heal from all of the physical,mental and emotional abuse I've suffered from since I was very very young is extremely difficult. I thought I had conquered it until recently when my last ex brought back all the horrible memories and now I have to conquer all of those demons again and it's a lot harder than it was the first time. Plus I have the physical scars that remind me daily of things I wish to forget...
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I wish I could give you the solution but it's impossible because everyones healing process is different. I know for me to heal from all of the physical,mental and emotional abuse I've suffered from since I was very very young is extremely difficult. I thought I had conquered it until recently when my last ex brought back all the horrible memories and now I have to conquer all of those demons again and it's a lot harder than it was the first time. Plus I have the physical scars that remind me daily of things I wish to forget... |
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Beepity beep beep
Beepity beep beep NEWS FLASH NEWS FLASH NEWS FLASH NEWS FLASH In Your Face news agency has just reported that The Amazing Spiderman has just died due to an ingestion of an overdose of RAID Ant and Roach killer. Sources indicate it was the plot of the sinister scientist named Doctor Otto Octavius, also known in the news media as Doctor Octopus. Octopus, who alledgedly died in the second sequel, has been reported as having surfaced in lower Manhatten. News at 6am... Beepity beep beep Beepity beep beep We now return you to our regularly scheduled programming.... which is already in progress. |
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It's still hard for me to be intimate with someone sometimes because I remember when I was raped.. I felt bad for my ex Eric he was the first person I slept with since I had been raped and it took me so long to not cry in the middle of sex....
Ok wow that was really hard and very embarassing for me to write......... |
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It's still hard for me to be intimate with someone sometimes because I remember when I was raped.. I felt bad for my ex Eric he was the first person I slept with since I had been raped and it took me so long to not cry in the middle of sex.... Ok wow that was really hard and very embarassing for me to write......... |
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