OKAY I will have the best day I can possibly have.

So be it
So it is!

Make is so number one!

I have looked at many religions to find any truths there may be to be found. While I have found no real truth, I have noticed what I would call a completely unscientific observation. It seems to me that there is some kind of universal law that all energy in the universe seeks to find a balance. I am not suggesting there is any supernatural forces at work or that there is any form of intelligence behind it.

All seek a balance... Yes! And that could explain humans constantly striving to create (force) nothing but positive, falling to the side of negative (quite naturally) time and time again, as all laws of nature point to equal.

I study and work in the IT world. I can remember from my studies of electronics how energy never really disappears, it just transforms into a different form of energy. It seems to make a lot sense on a larger scale also.

I see truth in the Torah. It's spiritual meaning.it shows how man is to treat each other and swift justice for all. If we had that leagal system thier would be no need for jails or prisons.

You're right because we would all be dead.

Yeah... on the scale of... everything.

What then, is behind it?

What would cause energy to seek a balance? It is the star wars "force?"

May the force be with you grasshopper.

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I have a theory that the Draconian Queen may have been known as Tiamat in ancient Babylon.

I found this on a search about the myth.

In Babylonian myths, Tiamat is a huge, bloated female dragon that personifies the saltwater ocean, the water of Chaos. She is also the primordial mother of all that exists, including the gods themselves. Her consort is Apsu, the personification of the freshwater abyss that lies beneath the Earth. From their union, saltwater with freshwater, the first pair of gods were born. They are Lachmu and Lachamu, parents of Ansar and Kisar, grandparents of Anu and Ea.

In the creation epic Enuma elish, written around 2000 BCE, their descendants started to irritate Tiamat and Apsu so they decided to kill their offspring. Ea discovered their plans and he managed to kill Apsu while the latter was asleep. Tiamat flew into a rage when she learned about Apsu's death and wanted to avenge her husband. She created an army of monstrous creatures, which was to be led by her new consort Kingu, who is also her son. Eventually, Tiamat was defeated by the young god Marduk, who was born in the deep freshwater sea.

Marduk cleaved her body in half, and from the upper half he created the sky and from the lower half he made the earth. From her water came forth the clouds and her tears became the source of the Tigris and the Euphratus. Kingu also perished, and from his blood Marduk created the first humans.

Seems like ancient references to events that humans of that time could not fully understand or express.

So we can always ask the question, What is truth?

And why is it "brutal?"

Truth is life and you have only to live it to know that it can be brutal.

But as brutal as it gets, it is the adventure that many souls seek. We seek to live and to find expression in infinite ways.

So are we lost? Will we ever find ourselves, or will we simply manifest over and over not knowing who we are or from whence we came?

To my brother who just had emergency back surgery: I wish you well. I wish you life. I wish you joy and happiness.

There is always a balance between the truth we know of ourselves and truth that we are willing to show others.