Topic: Divorce is final thursday, just thinking about it
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Sun 10/26/08 01:48 AM
This past year will end soon
When I am, finally severed from you
your memory will drown in happier days than the ones you gave me
I drank half of it away
and I've listened to all the hurtful things you say
So I'm closing my mind off from the past and sailing on calmer seas

And If and when, the next relationship fails
I won't hold on through the storm quite so tight
Your treatment of us passionate males
is the reason why us guys walk away from the fight
You got bored, and instead of seeing it through
You chose a dishonest path without forgiveness
I've never had to hate this much before
But with out the bitter I couldn't taste the sweetness
someday maybe I'll thank you for being a whore

The smokey mirrored rooms you put me in
left me believing in your magic back then
but the mirrors started to crack and I saw through yours tricks
Disbelief lead me to great discomfort
Didn't want to believe in a lie that put in so much effort
I saw your cracked mirrors but held on to the illusion that i tried to fix

Now I will be left maimed for a while
There's still worry behind my smile
I'm so insecure and unsure trust doesn't come as easy as it once did
I fought so hard and it what i do best
Keeping in my feelings leave them in my chest
Because you couldn't show restrain you just acted like a kid

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Sun 10/26/08 01:49 AM
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drinker Great write man.

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Sun 10/26/08 01:50 AM
Wow, pretty powerful honey.

I am glad it's over?

Good luck!

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