Folks have a good night. Sweet dreams. Thanks for letting me blow some steam.

Knew you should be a mom...New.

Risks are high, for you, and for the child.

Adoption is feasible, with the right couple.
Love is in need. Plenty needed.

ya too many risks...

ok whereeeeeeeeeeeeez purple????

My bad. Not risks. Challenges.
Reality works in your favor, because you are real and sensible; It is a choice for three, we agree.
But it is not just a choice for you. Your mate should realize already that this is a need, not a want, and it is right.
I pray for your needs to be fulfilled.

Good question. Haji was tossing rocks to get her attention...to no avail.

Im thinking its more of a ......I should have enjoyed it more when it was happening instead of wishing him to hurry up and get out of diapers and talk so I could relate......so melancholy?

I've seen it. Lived it, and made wrong choices.

The right choice is life, to use the mothering and wisdom gained for the love with child to come. Many women adjust to empty nest by turning their experience to help children in myriad ways, but it is not the same as mothering at home.

Both things can be done, if needed.

The alternative is to start life over. It is hard, but potentially fulfilling in a separate womanly way.

If you had your choice between the two futures, right now, what would you choose?

Gypsy, the discussions/topics here provokes some interest, but much of it can be linked backwards via your posts and others.
A few interesting trails intersect here.

You're likely to remarry.
The choice/timing/purpose of marriage hinges upon your choice to mother again, or not.

Plain English.

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