I am in love with a girl who treats me well
Such strong emotions usually lead me back to hell
But right now it's Van Gogh as I lend my ear to her
A starry night, the diamond lights and my feeling concur
Right now the feelings of hopelessness and despair
are gone as I drink in the feeling in my arm chair
Is falling in love again just another mistake
Or was the pain before there just I could appreciate
Her love

I'm scared like never before
I'm losing sleep but not keeping score
So often I've held back my embrace
But I can't help but hold on when I see her face
I'm just going along with the waves of the ride
I'm used to hating the world, but it's different on the other side

When love last went away all I could say was God damn
And while my faith hasn't come back if I did I'd see a plan
Coincidence has lead me to have confidence and common sense
I look at my suicidle past and wonder why I was so dense
And I get scare and I want run from potential harm
but the only place I feel safe is in her arms
I'm picking up the pieces and seeing a vivid picture of us
So I hope you help me to hold it together so it doesn't bust
like the last time

I work in the present to bring a better future
I work harder while I'm alone so I can be better for her
I'm not alone in my endeavors i get some emotional support
She helps hold me together when I feel like I should abort
While she prays to a tear stained face on a cross
I live in happy with out a boss
We compliment each other better than words we could say
But tell each other nice things anyway
Because it feels good

(((JT)))

Very Nice JT!

Very nice

Your sooooooooooooooooooo, gooooooooood!

God, I sat and preyed upon your write like a panther waiting it's next victim, awesome truly awesome!!!

Awesome JT!

Thank you all for the compliments.

Thank you all for the compliments.

Human ... heartfelt ... lovely!