As I sit back and stare at my phone
Waiting for your text message to appear
I feel so insecure and alone
wishing that you were here
I just need to tell you I cracked a smiled today
The first in almost a year
Waiting for what you have to say
Coming on too strong is what I fear
but you write back, you're ok

I am sorry you met me at my worst
I wish i would have met you first
I'm so awkward and I over apologize
For being honest I am out of lies
I wish I could fully give my heart but it still hurts
I wish I would have met you first

The picture i was in was almost all gray
you added some green and the sun is yellow again
I never know what quite to say
It's so different to be hoping again
You've been so sweet my teeth are rotting out
and I haven't written any poetry with a smile
usually I just sit alone and pout
It doesn't feel normal to enjoy life for a while

I know I have not fully recovered from the heartbreak
but you are my pain killer treating the symptoms
when I'm around you I don't feel that ache
I never been that good at amorous songs
so I'll just put it plain and clear
I am getting better hanging out with you
I feel like a better person with you here
The last one left me mangled, but I'm rebuilding, healing, getting stronger around you.

Thank you for sharing, life gets better every day!!!

I think it's beautiful, and very real. Thanks for sharing!

Very sincere and heart felt... great write. It will get better with each passing day.

Really beautiful

So glad you are finally healing-great write

I always enjoy your writing...
and this is no exception...
powerful, beautiful write