I haven't smiled in over a year. I feel good somedays but it gets brought back down thinking of her. I am tired of feeling like this, I want to be happy, but I just can't let myself. Have I gotten too used to not being happy to always being in pain that I can't be happy anymore? I don't know, this is getting tiresome, the pills aren't working, the booze makes it worse, and all I have left is a car I sleep in when i finally get kicked out of the school building. Sorry to rant, but I just had vent, I felt overwhelmed by the thought of her and just get depressed and feel lonley.

theres room in my bed

I'm sorry

Is this women worth all of the pain and suffering?

We all got our moments JT, you just gotta keep pushin' on.

Remember, Tough times never last, but tough people do!

Think of itsy bitsy, teeny weenie, yellow polka dot Bikini's... and start singing it out loud. One can only smile!

never mind th botttle an another pill,,find a decent woman an start again

You Can't Move Forward, Till You Let Go Of The Past!

Amen to that!!

Sorry to hear it ((JT))!

It's in YOUR control to be happy though...I truly believe it.

When I am down in the dumps over something, you know what cheers me up? I take my dog to the park and sit and watch the kids play. There is nothing more uplifting to me than watching happy children laughing, carefree without a worry in the world at the moment. I swear their pure and simple joy is more contagious than the low thinking we feed ourselves. Laughter is the best medicine after all! Try to find somewhere happy to be and just take it in!

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I beat the depression out of me with athletics sports. running more running half marathon full marathon this was twenty odd years ago
I am single but a happy single. If I find someone I will be a happy couple and if she goes I will still be A HAPPY SINGLE AGAIN AND AGAIN I HAVE LEARNT THE SECRET

I am so sorry to hear that! You really shouldn't dwell on things like that though!!

~~~what she said!

I like to smile!!

According to my ex, the best way to get over a bad relationship is p*ssy and no little of it.

Didn't work for me but maybe it will for you ;-)

I subscribe to that

((Robert)) I works for me! When they say...go to your happy place? I take it literally! HA!

**it happens, scoop it to the side and move along.

I actually started lifting again, it helps but I miss playing football. I was thinking of maybe trying cage fighting.

I don't get much of that. I wish i did. The few times I have oh was it like a starving kid at a buffet. I just kept going and didn't want to stop. It made me feel good for a litle bit but cured nothing.