My cruel mind senses you looking at me
But knowing you'll never genuinely see,
Why I fantasize of you,and oh!so much
Even when you're far;nor within touch.

Those feelings that we could share
Seem flung so behind without a care,
Well I must understand,and let you go
But this painful process is ever so slow.

I don't see beyond;such hopeless romance
But imprisoned and held within your trance,
I can not see clearly though all this pain
Ripping and tearing;left driven to insane.

You're blinded and don't feel me loving you
Clueless and wounded;your fear driven too,
As if you will ever feel me crying inside
Disheartening;for with you I can not confide.

So I've come to realize that you are blind
Conveying my feelings;things meant to be kind,
No realization;you know nothing of my fears
You're sightless;and so unaware of all my tears.

Sadly I know;so it has become futile to deny
Lovely things I feel;as I stare at your eyes,
So how must I help myself to make it though?
Enveloping loneliness;please tell me what to do.

Longing painfully now every time I see your face
My heart longs contentment;there's never any space,
Maybe someday you realize;and see me differently
So until then I'll die slowly;awaiting you silently.

Sadly written by Cybear 2/11/07
May God guide her to find me ~

nice bear..can relate to that one.soooooooo true, so it
seems...

awwww how could you miss a big ol' cuddley bear like you?

just keep writing my friend,she will see...

and so will you...

My Dear friend, sometimes we blame those who are closest to us. We can
only hope they see the light at the end of the tunnel, and follow it to
a place of peace. Until that time all we can do is be that Beacon of
light, and give them a hug when they decide to seek the
light.[[[[[[[Cybear]]]]]]



G

awwwwwwwwwww bear

((((( BIG HUGS FOR MY DEAR BEAR FRIEND)))))

(((Cybear)))
Patience,,, She will see just how incredible
you are...... Very nice my cuddly bear... D

Ohhhhhhhhhhh Cybear these words you speak are as
if they roll off of my own tongue and the way I feel
they have no clue for some chose not to even look.
And finally you must make a decsion to move on
for you feel as if you are hanging in libbo and
they don't even see what it is doing to you is it
that they don't see us or is it they ignore us and
don't want to see it. Which ever we must move on to
the one that will see us and want us as we are.

Aw Cybear, a big bear hug to you.

She will open her eays and heart to you. Just wait. You are the greatest
bear I have ever met. (Not that I meet very many) You are a great person
and a great friend.


((((HUG)))


Melissa.

Hugs to the bear (((cy))) you ARE loved my friend!!

Hugs to you Cybear{{{HUG}}}and a flower to cheer... Much
love all around.